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[gentle music playing]

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-[Harry] Confidence, charisma, sex appeal.
-[students chuckling]

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[Harry] These are all the qualities
that I offer

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if you vote for me to be your head boy.

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-Now, what can I do as your head boy?
-[Nick] Charlie?

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[Harry] Last year's head boy promised…

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-[whispering] You feeling okay?
-No, but it's too late to back out now.

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The speech is great.

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The rugby lads said they'll vote for you
even if you're shit.

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I just think everyone's gonna laugh at me.

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You're smart. You are tough.

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You've been through way worse
than a speech. Okay?

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[students clapping, cheering]

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[Mr. Lange] Up next,

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Charlie Spring.

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[students clapping]

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Go on.

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Uh, hi, everyone.

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My name's Charlie.

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A lot of you probably already know
who I am because

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I'm one of the only openly gay people
in this school.

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[students chuckling]

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I used to be scared
of anyone finding out I was gay because

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I thought the other boys
would bully me for it.

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And they did.

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They called me slurs, shoved me around,
made me scared to come to school.

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Most of all, they made me feel
like I was the problem.

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But I wasn't.

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-He's got this.
-I know.

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The problem was the culture of bullying
that existed in this school.

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Guys often struggle with mental health
'cause we keep our feelings to ourselves.

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We have to brush everything off as banter
and pretend we feel okay when we don't.

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Pretend that being made fun of
or laughed at

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or kicked or punched or whatever
isn't scary or upsetting or…

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pretend it isn't fucking shit.

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[students chuckling]

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-[students murmuring]
-[giggling]

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I want to be head boy
to end the culture of bullying at Truham.

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I wanna destroy the homophobia
that made my life hell.

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I want to make it easier and safer
to exist in this school

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no matter who you are.

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So if you want that too,
I hope you'll vote for me.

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-[Tao] Charlie!
-[cheering, whooping]

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[Isaac] Yeah, boy!

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-Charlie!
-[Nick chuckles]

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[upbeat music playing]

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-[Elle] Vote for Charlie.
-[Imogen] Speak up, use your voice.

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Vote for Charlie Spring to end bullying.
Vote for Charlie Spring.

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Vote for head boy.

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[Darcy] I will, I will.

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-Here you go.
-[Darcy] Can you bring it up that way?

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[indistinct chattering]

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<i>♪ …the neighbors on your street ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You're far more cooler</i>
<i>The flavor of the week ♪</i>

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<i>♪ 'Cause I need your love ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Save my body, step on me ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Save my body, step on me ♪</i>

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[music fades]

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[Mr. Farouk] Okay, the moment
you've all been waiting for.

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This year's head boy

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with 61% of the vote,

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Charlie Spring.

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[students cheering]

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Yes!

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[whooping]

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Well done, Charlie.

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[cheering, applause continues]

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<i>♪ I live in my mind ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And you can't make this right ♪</i>

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<i>♪ It's labyrinthine ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Again, I've got to try… ♪</i>

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Everyone, it's the new head boy
of Truham Grammar!

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-Okay.
-Hey. Hi.

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-Hi.
-Hi, Charlie!

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-Hey.
-Hey.

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-How does he just keep getting hotter?
-[Elle scoffs] You are such a simp.

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-Well, I'm just proud of him.
-[boy] Sorry, mate.

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I should definitely ask for a recount.

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It's not like he said anything important.
He didn't even talk about the canteen.

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-[Christian] Behave.
-Whatever.

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I mean, I think I…
I probably am a, you know…

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-But, like, what if I'm bi?
-[chuckling] It's okay.

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[Darcy] Found some.

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Sahar said she's not coming.
She's staying home to work on a new song.

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You know she's taking next year off
to focus on her music. On her gap year.

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Mm. Maybe I should take a gap year too.

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Yeah? What about uni?

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What about uni?

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<i>♪ I really miss you</i>
<i>You were my best friend… ♪</i>

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Hey.

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Come dance.

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[Tao] Mm-hmm.

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<i>♪ All the meaning in emotion</i>
<i>I'm emotionless ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And you're… ♪</i>

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Mm. You good?

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It's gonna be so weird next year
without you.

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Yeah, I… I know.

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[girl] How do you all know each other?

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Yeah, we were a group of,
like, three different friendship groups,

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and then, yeah, we came to Paris
and we all became best friends.

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It was beautiful. Shall we come in here?
[gasps] Oh my gosh, it looks incredible.

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I want my future house
to be decorated like this.

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Don't you get picked on for that?

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Uh, yeah, sometimes.
Doesn't seem to bother me though.

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I like that you don't care
about people thinking you're weird.

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<i>♪ "Always keep raw thoughts close" ♪</i>

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<i>♪ "When you get fucked up</i>
<i>And you're going back home" </i>♪

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<i>♪ Fuck it, girl, I really miss you</i>
<i>You were my best friend ♪</i>

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<i>♪ In the hours when it falls</i>
<i>I try to comprehend ♪</i>

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<i>♪ All the meaning in emotion</i>
<i>I'm emotionless ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And you're sitting by the ocean</i>
<i>Thinking about sex ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Thinking about… ♪</i>

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-[both laughing]
-Oh, that's great.

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[Nick laughing]

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[Charlie] You're so slow!

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[Nick] Oh, am I now?

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Run!

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-[Charlie] Whoo!
-[Nick] Whoo-hoo!

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[Charlie] Run! Run!

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[Nick] I am!

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[Charlie laughs]

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[both laughing]

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[Nick laughing]

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[Nick] Ooh!

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<i>♪ And you're thinking about sex ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm thinking about you ♪</i>

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-[Nick breathing heavily]
<i>-♪ And you're thinking about sex ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm thinking about you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And you're thinking about sex ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm thinking about you ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I'm thinking about you ♪</i>

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[music fades]

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[gentle music playing]

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[Charlie] Whoa!

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-What you doing?
-[barking]

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-[Charlie] You're so cute.
-[barking]

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They were scratching at the door.

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There you go.

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Come here.

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Then you'll get a job
as a rugby coach for two-year-olds,

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and I'll be a famous historian,
and we'll have a flat with a river view.

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You better sell a lot of books

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'cause I don't think I'm earning much
as a coach for toddlers.

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Then we'll go to the gay club,
then we'll come home,

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have sex, and then in the morning,
you can make us pancakes.

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-Oh, I like this plan.
-[chuckles]

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I think I'm probably gonna put Leeds
as my top choice for uni.

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The city's great.

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You know, we saw the rugby team.

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I don't know,
I can actually see myself there.

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Were you scared to tell me that?

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Well, yeah. It's… it's, like, far away.

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Five-hour drive or something.

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Yeah, I'll just learn to drive
or get the train.

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[gentle music playing]

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[chuckles]

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We look like babies.

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We were.

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[chuckles fondly]

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You know I don't actually like rugby,
don't you?

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Well, it's not one of your passions
or anything, but…

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Nick, I joined the rugby team
'cause I had an insane crush on you.

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[Nick chuckles]

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Are you gonna miss me?

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A little bit.

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Mm. Sure I can't
change your mind, Charlie?

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Ah, no, sorry.

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[chuckling, chattering in distance]

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[inhales deeply]

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-[boy 1] Last year.
-[boy 2] Yeah. Last year?

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He's really strong.
I'll go three today. You go two.

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-[indistinct chattering]
-[Nick sighs]

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-[boy 3] He's good, then?
-[boy 4] Yeah, very good.

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[boy 5] Don't worry about technique.
Just pass the ball.

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-[chuckling]
-[boy 6] He's definitely a swot.

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[boys laughing]

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<i>♪ I cut my hair</i>
<i>The way you say you like it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Have I got no free will? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I took the long way home ♪</i>

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<i>-♪ To make a point about it ♪</i>
-[sighs]

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<i>♪ Now I'm late, but what a thrill ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Been trying to be everything ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But I can't be your rock</i>
<i>And your lover, your mom ♪</i>

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<i>♪ And I've tried ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Now I'm not anything ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Just a painting that's meant</i>
<i>To blend in with the wall ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm tired</i>
<i>If I'm your everything, who am I? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ See, when you get sad</i>
<i>I find it all consuming</i>… <i>♪</i>

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Latte for Patrick?

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Thanks.

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[cell phone dings]

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[door closes]

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[keyboard tapping]

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-[Charlie] Rawr.
-[chuckling]

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-Oh, David's here, by the way.
-[Charlie scoffs]

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Why is David here?

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He broke up with Jess, so he's moved back.

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Good for Jess,
but I hate that he's here again.

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Yeah, it's fine.

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It makes you so anxious though.

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I wish he'd just piss off
out of your life.

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I don't know, it's…

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it's complicated.

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I'm not here for sex, you know.

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I could help you with your essay.

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Or we could go for a drive,
sit by the river.

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-Or we could just talk.
-[Nick] No.

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No, I just wanna…

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[sighs]

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Maybe it's not a good idea
if David's in the house.

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[chuckles softly] We can be quiet.

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[gentle music playing]

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Oh, I'm so glad you came over.

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-[breathes heavily] What do you wanna…
-[kissing]

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-[Charlie] I can…
-Let me.

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[Charlie gasps]

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[zipper opening]

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[Charlie gasping]

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[breathing heavily]

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Wait. Uh, did you lock the door?

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[Nick] Shit.

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[lock turning]

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[Nick sighs]

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-[exhales sharply]
-[both chuckle]

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[gentle music playing]

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[Nick breathes heavily]

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[Charlie moans]

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-[moans]
-[Nick chuckling] Shh.

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[giggling] Sorry. Sorry.

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[softly] It's okay.

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One day, we'll have our own place.

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[Nick sighs]

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Look at me.

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[Nick exhales sharply, sighs]

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[David] Did you get it?

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[David chuckling in distance]

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No.

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Yeah, I'm fine. I'm in the up…

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Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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I… I'm… honestly,
I have no problem with that. I'll drive.

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-I'm not letting you drive, am I? [laughs]
-[Nick sighs]

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I was awarded best team player
at rugby camp when I was 12

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and given the sportsmanship trophy at 14.

244
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Not only am I
the captain of the rugby team,

245
00:15:22,400 --> 00:15:26,960
but I am also incredibly handsome
and have a very nice--

246
00:15:27,040 --> 00:15:28,360
Oi… [chuckles]

247
00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:31,960
Okay, but you have to let me talk
about how lovely and kind

248
00:15:32,040 --> 00:15:33,640
and brave and smart you are.

249
00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:41,000
Maybe you should get a part-time job
or a volunteering job or something.

250
00:15:43,240 --> 00:15:45,520
Yeah. Yeah, maybe.

251
00:15:45,600 --> 00:15:46,920
{\an8}Rugby's good, but

252
00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:49,560
{\an8}you should have something
outside of school just for you.

253
00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:52,960
Maybe then you'll start to realize
how great you are.

254
00:15:55,640 --> 00:15:57,480
[school bell rings]

255
00:16:05,440 --> 00:16:07,640
Hey. You okay?

256
00:16:10,040 --> 00:16:12,240
Did you wanna talk to me about something?

257
00:16:14,200 --> 00:16:16,160
[intriguing music playing]

258
00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:21,960
[Charlie] <i>Growing up queer can be</i>
<i>so isolating and scary.</i>

259
00:16:22,800 --> 00:16:24,960
Especially in a single-sex school.

260
00:16:25,760 --> 00:16:29,520
You're an easy target for bullies.
You might struggle to make friends.

261
00:16:29,600 --> 00:16:33,520
Queer kids need a space they feel
supported by older students and teachers.

262
00:16:34,120 --> 00:16:37,320
The thing is, Charlie,
it sets a precedent.

263
00:16:37,840 --> 00:16:41,280
We don't have any other clubs
for… social groups.

264
00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:43,280
Well, maybe this could be the first.

265
00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:47,000
I don't think I can commit to this
right now, Charlie.

266
00:16:47,880 --> 00:16:50,840
Let's wait a few months,
and we'll revisit.

267
00:16:53,520 --> 00:16:54,360
<i>♪ Yeah ♪</i>

268
00:16:56,200 --> 00:16:57,120
<i>♪ Hey ♪</i>

269
00:16:58,000 --> 00:16:59,000
<i>♪ Yeah… ♪</i>

270
00:16:59,680 --> 00:17:01,240
He's got a mustache. [chuckles]

271
00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:05,960
[Michael] I'm training
with a new coach up north.

272
00:17:06,040 --> 00:17:10,560
Also teaching kids how to skate,
which is endlessly entertaining.

273
00:17:10,640 --> 00:17:13,640
He won't say it, but he's training
to qualify for the Winter Olympics.

274
00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,080
Wait, are you serious?

275
00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:17,960
There's more to it,
but, yeah, that's the general idea.

276
00:17:18,040 --> 00:17:20,160
-So you're just back for the weekend?
-[Michael] Yeah.

277
00:17:20,240 --> 00:17:23,080
I mean, three months
without seeing Tori, so…

278
00:17:23,160 --> 00:17:26,040
-Yeah, sounds rough.
-[Michael] I mean, we're okay though.

279
00:17:26,120 --> 00:17:28,000
I mean, there's…
there's her life and my life,

280
00:17:28,080 --> 00:17:32,640
and when we're together, it's…
it's like… [whooshing, mimics explosion]

281
00:17:33,680 --> 00:17:36,000
But when we're apart, it's like…

282
00:17:36,080 --> 00:17:39,080
Whoo… [mimics explosion]

283
00:17:39,160 --> 00:17:41,400
Also, phones exist, so…

284
00:17:41,480 --> 00:17:42,920
[Charlie chuckles softly]

285
00:17:46,200 --> 00:17:48,680
[Nick] I think you need to finish this
'cause I'm struggling.

286
00:17:48,760 --> 00:17:50,360
Wait, if you hold the end, I can…

287
00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:53,520
[pensive music playing]

288
00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:55,800
[Nick breathing quickly]

289
00:18:02,680 --> 00:18:03,560
Hey.

290
00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:05,960
Hey, what's up? What's going on?

291
00:18:10,600 --> 00:18:12,480
[Nick breathes shakily]

292
00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:14,360
I had a dream you died.

293
00:18:15,200 --> 00:18:16,040
[Charlie] What?

294
00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:19,720
[Nick gasps]

295
00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:21,960
Sorry, I…

296
00:18:23,680 --> 00:18:27,600
{\an8}It's so stupid. I just…
It felt really real. [sniffles]

297
00:18:28,960 --> 00:18:29,960
Sorry.

298
00:18:30,760 --> 00:18:32,760
-It's okay.
-[breathing heavily]

299
00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:35,200
It's not real. I'm right here.

300
00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:45,080
-[Charlie] Can you…
-[Nick] Got it.

301
00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:46,200
[Charlie] Thank you.

302
00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:48,040
[Tao] I'll take that.

303
00:18:48,120 --> 00:18:49,920
-[Darcy] I'll get that.
-[Charlie] Great.

304
00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:54,880
[indistinct chattering]

305
00:18:54,960 --> 00:18:57,320
All right. Santa Claus is coming to town.

306
00:18:57,400 --> 00:19:00,320
-[Elle] Yes, please.
-[Isaac] You look a bit like him.

307
00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:04,160
Everyone say cheers and thank you to Nick
for being able to legally buy alcohol.

308
00:19:04,240 --> 00:19:06,680
I know that's the only reason
you keep me around.

309
00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:08,160
[Imogen] Oh, don't say that.

310
00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:09,680
Charlie looks fit.

311
00:19:10,760 --> 00:19:13,280
It's the self-confidence.
It's transformative.

312
00:19:13,880 --> 00:19:16,240
I think when you know yourself,
it's really powerful.

313
00:19:16,320 --> 00:19:20,640
-Speaking of, I wanted to--
-Okay, everybody, we are Queer Intentions.

314
00:19:20,720 --> 00:19:22,200
-[cheering]
-Whoo! Whoo-whoo!

315
00:19:22,280 --> 00:19:25,640
We're here to play you some music tonight,
so who's ready to rock?

316
00:19:25,720 --> 00:19:27,280
I'm ready! I'm ready!

317
00:19:28,880 --> 00:19:31,520
[band playing
"I Only Want to Be With You"]

318
00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:33,640
-Who's dancing?
-[Nick] I like this one.

319
00:19:33,720 --> 00:19:35,440
-[Tara] Let's dance.
-What, already?

320
00:19:35,520 --> 00:19:38,080
-Yes. Come on, Nicholas!
-I've just got… Wait.

321
00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:39,440
[Tara whooping]

322
00:19:39,520 --> 00:19:43,280
♪ <i>I only know I never wanna let you go </i>♪

323
00:19:43,360 --> 00:19:47,240
♪ <i>'Cause you started something</i>
<i>Oh, can't you see </i>♪

324
00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:50,840
♪ <i>That ever since we met</i>
<i>You've had a hold on me? </i>♪

325
00:19:50,920 --> 00:19:54,280
♪ <i>It happens to be true </i>♪

326
00:19:54,360 --> 00:19:58,120
<i>♪ I only wanna be with you ♪</i>

327
00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:00,960
♪ <i>You stopped to smile at me</i>… ♪

328
00:20:01,040 --> 00:20:02,080
Yeah, Charlie!

329
00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:05,640
[Sahar] ♪ <i>Asked me if I'd care to dance </i>♪

330
00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:09,280
♪ <i>I fell into your open arms </i>♪

331
00:20:09,360 --> 00:20:13,400
♪ <i>I didn't stand a chance </i>♪

332
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:17,640
♪ <i>Now listen, honey</i>
<i>I just wanna be beside you everywhere</i>… ♪

333
00:20:17,720 --> 00:20:20,480
-Go on, Charlie!
-[Christian] Nick! Hey, Nick. Tequila!

334
00:20:21,000 --> 00:20:22,720
-[Nick] Ah…
-Sort him out. Sort him out.

335
00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:24,000
-Here, bro.
-Okay.

336
00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:24,920
-You ready?
-Yep.

337
00:20:25,000 --> 00:20:27,120
-Right. Everyone.
-Right.

338
00:20:27,200 --> 00:20:29,120
-Cheers.
-[others] Cheers.

339
00:20:31,280 --> 00:20:32,360
-[boy coughs]
-Oh my…

340
00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:37,080
♪ <i>I only wanna be with you </i>♪

341
00:20:37,160 --> 00:20:38,360
-I'm okay.
-Let's go again.

342
00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:40,040
-No, I'm okay.
-Come on!

343
00:20:40,120 --> 00:20:42,840
Please. Come on. One more.

344
00:20:43,960 --> 00:20:45,760
-[Sai] Come on.
-All right, okay.

345
00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:46,880
-You ready?
-Yeah.

346
00:20:46,960 --> 00:20:47,800
Right.

347
00:20:48,320 --> 00:20:50,560
-And cheers, boys.
-Cheers.

348
00:20:52,560 --> 00:20:57,280
♪ <i>Now listen, honey</i>
<i>I just want to be beside you everywhere </i>♪

349
00:20:57,360 --> 00:21:01,080
♪ <i>As long as we're together</i>
<i>Honey, I don't care </i>♪

350
00:21:01,160 --> 00:21:04,760
♪ <i>'Cause you've started something</i>
<i>Oh, can't you see </i>♪

351
00:21:04,840 --> 00:21:08,400
♪ <i>That ever since we met</i>
<i>You've got a hold on me? </i>♪

352
00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:11,840
♪ <i>No matter what you do </i>♪

353
00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:15,800
-♪ <i>I only wanna be with you </i>♪
-[Christian] Yeah!

354
00:21:15,880 --> 00:21:19,080
[Sahar] ♪ <i>No matter what you do </i>♪

355
00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:22,960
♪ <i>I only, only, only, only </i>♪

356
00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:26,840
♪ <i>I only wanna be with you </i>♪

357
00:21:26,920 --> 00:21:28,840
[cheering]

358
00:21:28,920 --> 00:21:31,320
One more song! One more song!

359
00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:33,480
Um, so we have got another song for you.

360
00:21:33,560 --> 00:21:36,640
It's a Christmas song
'cause the manager says we have to.

361
00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:38,640
But you might recognize this one.

362
00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:43,240
-[a cappella] ♪ <i>Deck the halls with</i>… ♪
-Oh, I love this one.

363
00:21:45,160 --> 00:21:48,440
♪ <i>'Tis the season to be jolly</i>…♪

364
00:21:48,520 --> 00:21:49,600
[girl] Have we met?

365
00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:53,360
Yeah, I think, uh, I think we maybe went
to drama school together. Yeah.

366
00:21:53,440 --> 00:21:56,240
-Nice to meet you.
<i>-♪ Don we now our gay apparel</i>… <i>♪</i>

367
00:21:56,320 --> 00:21:57,920
The band is so good.

368
00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:00,400
Yeah. Yeah.
That's… that's actually my boyfriend.

369
00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:01,800
Oh, hi.

370
00:22:04,360 --> 00:22:10,000
-[band plays rock version]
-♪ <i>See the blazing yule before us </i>♪

371
00:22:10,520 --> 00:22:15,160
♪ <i>Strike the harp and join the chorus </i>♪

372
00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:19,280
♪ <i>Fast away the old year passes </i>♪

373
00:22:19,360 --> 00:22:22,360
[all] ♪ <i>Fa la la la, la la la </i>♪

374
00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:25,280
[Sahar] ♪ <i>Hail the new year</i>
<i>Lads and lasses </i>♪

375
00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:28,120
[all] ♪ <i>Fa la la la, la la la </i>♪

376
00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:31,400
♪ <i>Sing we joyous all together </i>♪

377
00:22:31,480 --> 00:22:34,280
[all] ♪ <i>Fa la la la, la la la </i>♪

378
00:22:34,360 --> 00:22:37,320
[Sahar] ♪ <i>Heedless of the wind</i>
<i>And weather </i>♪

379
00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:40,200
[all] ♪ <i>Fa la la la, la la la</i>… ♪

380
00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:44,400
-I love you! Oh!
<i>-♪ See the blazing yule before us ♪</i>

381
00:22:46,080 --> 00:22:49,600
-♪ <i>Strike the harp and join the chorus </i>♪
-[Nick giggling]

382
00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:52,280
[all] ♪ <i>Fa la la la la, la la la la </i>♪

383
00:22:52,360 --> 00:22:58,240
-[Sahar] ♪ <i>Follow me in merry measure </i>♪
-[all] ♪ <i>Fa la la la la la, la la la </i>♪

384
00:22:58,320 --> 00:22:59,520
[Sahar] ♪ <i>While I tell </i>♪

385
00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:01,280
<i>- </i>♪ <i>Of Yuletide treasure </i>♪
-Whoo!

386
00:23:01,360 --> 00:23:03,160
[urinating]

387
00:23:03,240 --> 00:23:04,880
[sighs]

388
00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:08,360
[toilet flushing]

389
00:23:08,440 --> 00:23:09,600
[zipper closing]

390
00:23:12,000 --> 00:23:13,120
[sniffs]

391
00:23:15,280 --> 00:23:17,800
[faucet running]

392
00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:27,880
[indistinct chattering]

393
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,600
[Elle] It's like you don't even care
about my dreams.

394
00:23:37,680 --> 00:23:41,040
[Tao] I respect your dreams,
but not coming to visit me at all?

395
00:23:41,120 --> 00:23:44,360
I mean, Berlin's not even that far.
It's two hours by plane.

396
00:23:44,440 --> 00:23:46,440
I don't know what you want me to say, Tao.

397
00:23:46,520 --> 00:23:49,760
I'm sorry I'm not rich and have money
to get on a flight every two min--

398
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:53,880
Hey, hey, hey, hey. You need to talk
to each other. Like, communicate.

399
00:23:53,960 --> 00:23:59,040
It's… it's just about communicating
and, and, and saying what's in there.

400
00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:02,560
That's… that's all that matters,
and then you'll be able to connect--

401
00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:04,000
Yeah, okay, Nick.

402
00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:06,240
No, if you love each other, it's easy.

403
00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:08,600
You know, me and Charlie,
we love each other--

404
00:24:08,680 --> 00:24:11,520
Yeah, we get it.
You and Charlie are perfect, all right?

405
00:24:12,040 --> 00:24:14,760
It's… it's just not the time
right now, Nick.

406
00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:17,920
All right.

407
00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:23,840
You guys were <i>so </i>good.

408
00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,640
Um, I've always wanted to learn
how to play the drums.

409
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:29,080
-Oh, well, you… you still could.
-Yeah…

410
00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:31,720
It just… it seems so hard,
though, you know?

411
00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:34,680
Any drumming advice?

412
00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:35,760
[Charlie chuckles]

413
00:24:36,720 --> 00:24:38,360
Just… just practice.

414
00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:40,400
[last orders bell rings in distance]

415
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,640
Hey, you all right?

416
00:24:43,520 --> 00:24:46,440
Charlie was just giving me
some drumming tips.

417
00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:50,440
Really? 'Cause it looks like
you were just flirting with my boyfriend.

418
00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:52,960
Well, we were just having
a conversation, so…

419
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,720
Okay, well, conversation's over.

420
00:24:57,040 --> 00:24:58,040
Nick!

421
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:01,480
-Nick, are you okay?
-He was flirting with you, so…

422
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:03,640
Yeah, I know he was. I can handle myself.

423
00:25:03,720 --> 00:25:06,600
I didn't march over when that girl
was flirting with you earlier, did I?

424
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:08,400
No, but that's different, isn't it?

425
00:25:08,920 --> 00:25:11,520
-Tao, can we just talk, please?
-[Tao] No, I don't want to.

426
00:25:11,600 --> 00:25:13,640
-[Elle] We can figure this out.
-[Tao] Nothing to say.

427
00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:16,840
-I'm gonna get another drink.
-[Charlie] No. You've had enough.

428
00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:18,280
Nick. [sighs]

429
00:25:19,280 --> 00:25:21,720
Hey, I'm going home. Is he okay?

430
00:25:21,800 --> 00:25:24,240
-Yeah, he's all right, I think.
-Hey, I'm glad.

431
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:27,320
-[Nick] Another pint of lager, please.
-Sorry, mate, the bar's closed.

432
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:29,640
Shit.

433
00:25:33,120 --> 00:25:35,880
-I think everyone hates me.
-[sighs] Let's get you home.

434
00:25:37,760 --> 00:25:39,920
-Are you angry at me?
-No, I'm not. Come on.

435
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:42,400
-Sure?
-I'm not angry. I…

436
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:44,880
Let's just get an Uber or something.

437
00:25:45,800 --> 00:25:47,480
What the fuck is wrong with him?

438
00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:50,280
I need to get him home.

439
00:25:51,560 --> 00:25:53,560
Throw up in the car and I'll kill you.

440
00:25:53,640 --> 00:25:55,360
[car keys jangling]

441
00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:57,200
Come on.

442
00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:00,800
[Nick breathes heavily, groans softly]

443
00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:02,520
[door opens, closes]

444
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,400
Nick, open the door. [knocking]

445
00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:06,800
[Nick retching]

446
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:09,960
-[Nick retching]
-[David scoffs softly]

447
00:26:10,040 --> 00:26:13,120
-[Nick groans] I'm fine.
-No, you're not. Let me in.

448
00:26:14,400 --> 00:26:18,480
Charlie, it's not nice, okay?
You don't wanna be in here.

449
00:26:18,560 --> 00:26:19,680
Yes, I do.

450
00:26:20,280 --> 00:26:21,840
I don't care. Let me help you.

451
00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:23,520
[yells] I don't need your help!

452
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:27,520
[breathes heavily]

453
00:26:28,840 --> 00:26:29,840
Nick, let me in.

454
00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:31,440
[Nick sighs]

455
00:26:33,680 --> 00:26:36,600
[groans, grunts]

456
00:26:36,680 --> 00:26:38,680
[toilet flushing]

457
00:26:39,440 --> 00:26:40,480
[Nick] Sorry.

458
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:43,160
[Charlie] What happened?

459
00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,320
[pensive music playing]

460
00:26:45,400 --> 00:26:47,680
[sighs] I don't know. I just…

461
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:50,800
I got really drunk.

462
00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:55,320
[breathes shakily] The lads
kept giving me loads of shots,

463
00:26:55,400 --> 00:26:59,920
and… and I saw that guy flirting with you,
and I just…

464
00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:03,320
I went crazy. [sighs]

465
00:27:04,560 --> 00:27:05,800
[Charlie] But why?

466
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:09,200
You know nothing would ever happen.

467
00:27:09,760 --> 00:27:12,840
[Nick inhales, exhales deeply]

468
00:27:12,920 --> 00:27:14,720
[Charlie] Let's talk about it tomorrow.

469
00:27:15,600 --> 00:27:18,880
[exhales slowly] I love knowing
that we have tomorrow.

470
00:27:24,000 --> 00:27:25,120
[Charlie sighs]

471
00:27:39,560 --> 00:27:40,880
[music fades]

472
00:27:53,000 --> 00:27:54,760
[sizzling in distance]

473
00:27:54,840 --> 00:27:56,440
[cookware clattering]

474
00:27:58,720 --> 00:28:02,480
I thought you'd wanna sleep in.
You were so pissed last night.

475
00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:06,440
[Nick] Yeah. [sighs]
I threw up again, like, half an hour ago.

476
00:28:06,520 --> 00:28:09,320
-Not a great sign for the match today.
-Hmm.

477
00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:13,320
[Nick] The pancakes are a "sorry"
for last night.

478
00:28:15,400 --> 00:28:16,680
You didn't have to do that.

479
00:28:16,760 --> 00:28:19,400
Well, I am, 'cause I was a mess.

480
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:22,400
I've never seen you like that.

481
00:28:23,080 --> 00:28:26,080
It was funny at first, but then it wasn't.

482
00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:30,120
I'm worried about you.

483
00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:31,600
[Nick sighs]

484
00:28:32,520 --> 00:28:33,720
I'm all good.

485
00:28:37,120 --> 00:28:38,880
Right, I think these are nearly done.

486
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:41,480
I don't think I can do pancakes today.

487
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:45,200
-Are you not feeling good, or…
-I don't know.

488
00:28:45,280 --> 00:28:47,760
Is that why you keep forgetting
your lunch at school?

489
00:28:47,840 --> 00:28:49,040
No, I…

490
00:28:50,800 --> 00:28:52,160
I don't know. I'm…

491
00:28:53,640 --> 00:28:54,760
I'm gonna go shower.

492
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:58,680
-Charlie, you can talk to me, you know.
-Why can't you talk to me?

493
00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:00,200
About what?

494
00:29:00,280 --> 00:29:04,080
Whatever it is that's making you feel
so anxious. I wanna support you.

495
00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:07,200
Okay, you don't need to use
your therapy speak on me. It's fine.

496
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:11,240
-I'm going home.
-No, wait, I--

497
00:29:11,320 --> 00:29:14,480
When you actually wanna talk to me,
I'll be there. Okay?

498
00:29:16,800 --> 00:29:19,200
Can you just please eat something
when you get home?

499
00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:21,160
[Charlie scoffs]

500
00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:22,720
[melancholy music playing]

501
00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:24,720
[smoke alarm beeping]

502
00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:26,440
[Nick] Oh shit.

503
00:29:29,200 --> 00:29:30,240
[door closes]

504
00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:31,640
[pan hissing]

505
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:44,480
-Thought you were at Nick's?
-Yeah, I was.

506
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:46,640
[Tori] Toast?

507
00:29:51,360 --> 00:29:52,280
[boy 1] Come on!

508
00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:53,440
[girl 1] Go, go!

509
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:55,320
[indistinct shouting, chattering]

510
00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:01,320
[boy 2] Go on, Nick! Go on, Nick!

511
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,000
-[spectators cheering]
-[whistle blows]

512
00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:06,360
-[boy 1] Yeah.
-[Nick breathes heavily]

513
00:30:06,440 --> 00:30:08,160
-[Singh] Well done, Nick!
-[boy 3] Nice one.

514
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:14,040
[Nick exhales, sniffs, sighs]

515
00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:17,720
[Geoff] <i>I know you know it's normal</i>
<i>to have bad days and bad weeks,</i>

516
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,160
<i>but excess stress</i>
<i>can certainly trigger them.</i>

517
00:30:20,680 --> 00:30:24,000
<i>Have you been dealing</i>
<i>with any additional stress lately?</i>

518
00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:26,360
-[rugby players chattering]
-[whistle blows]

519
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:28,840
[boy 3] On the wing!

520
00:30:30,160 --> 00:30:31,440
-[Nick grunts]
-[boy 4] Foul!

521
00:30:31,960 --> 00:30:32,960
[boy 5] Dickhead!

522
00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:36,320
I thought after all this,
I'd at least know how to help people.

523
00:30:36,400 --> 00:30:37,760
[uneasy music playing]

524
00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:39,640
What's the point of it otherwise?

525
00:30:40,280 --> 00:30:43,600
<i>Are you referring to your head boy duties</i>
<i>or something else?</i>

526
00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:45,640
[Charlie sighs]

527
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:48,320
[Nick breathing heavily]

528
00:30:48,400 --> 00:30:49,400
[boy 6] Come on.

529
00:30:53,400 --> 00:30:55,120
I'm so worried about Nick.

530
00:30:55,200 --> 00:30:56,560
[uneasy music building]

531
00:30:57,440 --> 00:30:59,160
[rugby players shouting indistinctly]

532
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:04,080
-[Nick grunting]
-[boy 6 grunts]

533
00:31:06,280 --> 00:31:07,960
-[boy 7] He started it!
-[Nick grunts]

534
00:31:08,040 --> 00:31:09,160
-[boy 6 grunts]
-[Nick groans]

535
00:31:09,240 --> 00:31:10,680
[boys shouting]

536
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:14,600
-[boy 8] Are you all right?
-[boy 9] Someone get a teacher, man.

537
00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:16,760
-Look at me.
-[heartbeat pounding]

538
00:31:16,840 --> 00:31:17,840
[boy 9] You okay?

539
00:31:19,520 --> 00:31:22,640
[woman over PA] <i>Dr. Walters,</i>
<i>please come to ward 24. Thank you.</i>

540
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:24,920
<i>That's Dr. Walters to ward 24.</i>

541
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:50,040
[door opens]

542
00:31:50,880 --> 00:31:51,840
Oh!

543
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:53,480
Silly boy.

544
00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:55,560
-Hey, Mum.
-Hi, Sarah.

545
00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:58,800
Silly, silly boy.

546
00:31:59,640 --> 00:32:01,480
Yeah, I probably shouldn't have…

547
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,480
No, probably not.

548
00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:06,320
[pensive music playing]

549
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:09,720
[Nick sighs]

550
00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:12,080
[Sarah sighs]

551
00:32:12,560 --> 00:32:13,400
Here.

552
00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:15,760
<i>You look like a wounded soldier.</i>

553
00:32:17,280 --> 00:32:19,640
Nice of Charlie to wait at the hospital.

554
00:32:21,360 --> 00:32:22,480
Yeah.

555
00:32:24,240 --> 00:32:25,920
Oh dear. What's happened?

556
00:32:27,760 --> 00:32:29,200
Uh, we had an argument.

557
00:32:30,040 --> 00:32:32,360
Which was my fault.

558
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:36,320
You haven't really been yourself lately.

559
00:32:38,600 --> 00:32:39,680
I don't know. I…

560
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:42,880
I thought I was a good boyfriend.

561
00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:45,120
Turns out I can't even do that.

562
00:32:45,640 --> 00:32:47,960
-[Sarah] Hey. Hey, come on.
-[faucet running]

563
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:52,240
[door unlocking]

564
00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:56,000
-[Charlie] Hi.
-Hi.

565
00:32:56,800 --> 00:32:57,920
[Henry whining]

566
00:32:58,000 --> 00:32:58,920
-Hi.
-[Nick] Say hi.

567
00:32:59,000 --> 00:32:59,880
[Charlie] Hiya.

568
00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:02,360
Hello, Nellie.

569
00:33:03,600 --> 00:33:04,600
Does it hurt?

570
00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:06,840
Yeah, it hurts a bit.

571
00:33:07,360 --> 00:33:08,480
It's not too bad.

572
00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:11,600
Doing anything today?

573
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:15,160
Not really. Um…

574
00:33:16,280 --> 00:33:17,480
Do you wanna come in?

575
00:33:18,320 --> 00:33:19,800
Do you wanna come round mine?

576
00:33:19,880 --> 00:33:22,400
My family are out,
and I've got a surprise for you.

577
00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:25,640
-[Nick chuckles softly]
-[Nellie whines, pants]

578
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:26,760
[Charlie chuckles]

579
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:30,720
<i>♪ I spent a while ♪</i>

580
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:36,320
<i>♪ Looking up at the moon ♪</i>

581
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:41,120
<i>♪ I'll try to light ♪</i>

582
00:33:41,640 --> 00:33:46,080
<i>♪ All the candles above me ♪</i>

583
00:33:47,120 --> 00:33:51,080
<i>-♪ Don't wanna hide anymore ♪</i>
-[Charlie chuckles]

584
00:33:51,160 --> 00:33:55,080
<i>♪ From the light of the truth… ♪</i>

585
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:56,960
-[Nellie barks]
-[Nick] Oh!

586
00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,240
-Ha-ha!
<i>-♪ And it's not your fault ♪</i>

587
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:05,720
<i>♪ She looks like I do… ♪</i>

588
00:34:05,800 --> 00:34:06,760
[Nick gasps]

589
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:08,800
-Oi.
-[Charlie laughing]

590
00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:11,840
-[Nick] Wait. Okay. Okay!
-No! No, no, no. Don't!

591
00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:13,200
-[Charlie] Oh!
-[chuckles]

592
00:34:13,280 --> 00:34:15,720
-[Charlie] I'm gonna get you…
-No, no, no! Ah!

593
00:34:16,320 --> 00:34:18,280
-I'll get you back.
-No, no, no! Oh-oh!

594
00:34:18,400 --> 00:34:19,280
[Nick] Oh, yes!

595
00:34:19,880 --> 00:34:21,520
-No! Ah!
-[Nick] Okay.

596
00:34:21,600 --> 00:34:23,960
[Charlie] Hey, Nick. Nick, no!

597
00:34:24,040 --> 00:34:26,240
[both grunting playfully]

598
00:34:26,320 --> 00:34:28,040
[both giggling]

599
00:34:28,120 --> 00:34:31,440
-[chuckling] No. Wait, wait. Stop, stop.
-[Charlie giggling]

600
00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:32,960
-Ow!
-[Nick] Stop!

601
00:34:33,040 --> 00:34:35,480
[both laughing]

602
00:34:35,560 --> 00:34:36,720
[Nick] Oh.

603
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:38,040
Oh wow.

604
00:34:38,120 --> 00:34:39,760
Oh. Whoo. Ah.

605
00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:43,800
The idea was a get-well-soon gift,

606
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:46,640
but we could sit in there all day
while you're feeling rough.

607
00:34:46,720 --> 00:34:48,720
I got carried away with the construction.

608
00:34:49,520 --> 00:34:51,520
-[Nick] This is adorable.
-[both chuckle]

609
00:34:51,600 --> 00:34:52,720
Go on, then.

610
00:34:55,400 --> 00:34:56,480
[door closes]

611
00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:58,200
[gentle music playing]

612
00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:05,840
-Come on.
-[Charlie] I'm coming, I'm coming.

613
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:07,720
[Nick chuckles]

614
00:35:09,720 --> 00:35:11,920
I got you something.
Early Christmas present.

615
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:12,920
What?

616
00:35:14,760 --> 00:35:16,120
It's your last year of school.

617
00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:19,000
I thought you could record some memories,

618
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:22,440
and then you can take them to Leeds
and put them on your wall or something.

619
00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:24,680
Let's give it a go.

620
00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:29,840
-[Charlie chuckles]
-Actually, wait, one more.

621
00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,480
Down here. Okay. Okay.

622
00:35:33,320 --> 00:35:34,240
-Ready?
-Yeah.

623
00:35:34,320 --> 00:35:35,240
Smile.

624
00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:38,080
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles softly]

625
00:35:39,120 --> 00:35:40,160
Thank you.

626
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:45,040
-Probably could've waited until Christmas.
-Mm, I thought you needed cheering up.

627
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:48,920
[Nick, softly] Mm. [sighs]

628
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:54,640
Do you remember the first time we had sex?

629
00:35:54,720 --> 00:35:56,880
I remember that
in extremely graphic detail.

630
00:35:56,960 --> 00:35:59,760
[chuckles] Do you remember
what you said to me

631
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:02,000
just before?

632
00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:06,160
You said that

633
00:36:06,800 --> 00:36:08,680
I'm the only one you can talk to.

634
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,680
That you felt lost.

635
00:36:15,360 --> 00:36:19,120
You know a couple of weeks back
when I had that dream about you dying?

636
00:36:20,200 --> 00:36:21,040
Yeah.

637
00:36:24,200 --> 00:36:28,640
It wasn't just you dying.
It was how you died.

638
00:36:30,200 --> 00:36:31,440
It was my fault.

639
00:36:32,520 --> 00:36:35,160
-Did you murder me in cold blood?
-No, I…

640
00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:36,920
[uneasy music playing]

641
00:36:37,000 --> 00:36:38,360
I missed the signs.

642
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:42,400
It all happened again,
the stuff from last year, but…

643
00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:46,560
you didn't get help,
and you didn't get better, and…

644
00:36:49,080 --> 00:36:50,480
and when you were gone…

645
00:36:52,240 --> 00:36:53,680
everything went blurry.

646
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:57,360
You know, it was…
it was just me on my own in a house,

647
00:36:57,440 --> 00:36:59,880
and… there was nothing.

648
00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,440
I was nothing.

649
00:37:06,680 --> 00:37:09,040
{\an8}It wasn't your fault
when I relapsed in January.

650
00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,640
{\an8}-[Nick] It was.
-No, it wasn't.

651
00:37:10,720 --> 00:37:13,680
If I can't protect you, who even am I?

652
00:37:14,200 --> 00:37:16,040
If you don't need me anymore…

653
00:37:18,440 --> 00:37:19,840
I do need you.

654
00:37:21,880 --> 00:37:24,680
I need you because you're you.

655
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:27,120
And I love you.

656
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:30,920
-See, now I feel like a dick.
-[Charlie] Why?

657
00:37:31,000 --> 00:37:32,560
'Cause you shared a feeling?

658
00:37:32,640 --> 00:37:33,520
[Nick chuckles]

659
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:37,960
Do you need me?

660
00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:41,000
Yeah.

661
00:37:42,920 --> 00:37:44,120
Yeah. So much.

662
00:37:46,240 --> 00:37:48,520
[romantic music playing]

663
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:56,400
Can we have sex?

664
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:57,760
[Charlie chuckles softly]

665
00:38:12,280 --> 00:38:14,200
[Nick breathing heavily]

666
00:38:23,160 --> 00:38:25,120
[Nick gasping]

667
00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:32,280
{\an8}And I know this is the third time
we've "broken up,"

668
00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:35,320
but I'm only using quotation marks
because is it really a break-up

669
00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:37,760
if we haven't literally said,
"Let's break up"?

670
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:40,320
We're just temporarily not speaking.

671
00:38:40,840 --> 00:38:44,520
And we both know we'll get over it
in a couple of weeks, so I'm not worried.

672
00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:47,560
[sighs heavily] I'm not worried!

673
00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:49,600
-I believe you.
-You're looking at each other.

674
00:38:49,680 --> 00:38:52,640
-I can sense--
-No, you don't sound worried at all.

675
00:38:52,720 --> 00:38:54,760
[boys jeering]

676
00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:57,320
[Charlie] Oi!
What do you think you're doing?

677
00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,440
-[boy 1] We were just mucking around.
-Yeah, it's just banter.

678
00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:03,000
It didn't look like banter.
It looked like bullying.

679
00:39:04,240 --> 00:39:05,440
Leave.

680
00:39:05,520 --> 00:39:08,520
If I see you picking on anyone else again,
I'll get you suspended.

681
00:39:08,600 --> 00:39:10,840
-You can't suspend us.
-[Charlie] Try me.

682
00:39:15,200 --> 00:39:16,040
[boy 2 scoffs]

683
00:39:19,360 --> 00:39:20,560
You okay?

684
00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,800
Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine.

685
00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,160
Those boys aren't gonna
pick on you again, okay?

686
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:32,160
[sighs] They might.

687
00:39:32,760 --> 00:39:35,680
-[Charlie] What's your name?
-Alfie.

688
00:39:35,760 --> 00:39:37,320
Hi, Alfie. I'm Charlie.

689
00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:38,880
I know.

690
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:43,760
If they pick on you again,
come talk to me. I'll sort them out. Okay?

691
00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:46,520
Okay.

692
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:49,840
[pensive music playing]

693
00:39:58,560 --> 00:40:01,680
I know I can't, like,
cure the world of homophobia,

694
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:04,400
but there's probably so many kids
in the younger years

695
00:40:04,480 --> 00:40:06,600
who just think they're completely alone.

696
00:40:07,120 --> 00:40:09,360
If they had somewhere
to talk to people like them,

697
00:40:09,440 --> 00:40:11,480
maybe they wouldn't grow up
hating themselves.

698
00:40:11,560 --> 00:40:14,000
Well, you're more than welcome
to use my classroom.

699
00:40:14,080 --> 00:40:16,760
It doesn't even matter.
Mr. Lange already said no.

700
00:40:19,240 --> 00:40:22,360
I remember the first time
you appeared in my classroom.

701
00:40:22,440 --> 00:40:23,640
You were so quiet,

702
00:40:23,720 --> 00:40:27,600
and, you know, I'm really not supposed
to let people have their lunch in here.

703
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:31,200
I've been lectured about it
by the deputy head many times,

704
00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:35,680
and every time I got told off,
I thought about you and your lunchbox

705
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,040
and your sad little face,

706
00:40:38,560 --> 00:40:39,800
and I thought, "Well,

707
00:40:41,000 --> 00:40:43,960
he needs this, and I can help."

708
00:40:45,440 --> 00:40:46,600
And now look at you.

709
00:40:46,680 --> 00:40:50,160
-[chuckles softly]
-[Mr. Ajayi] I'm very proud of you.

710
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:55,920
As your teacher, I'd say
you should respect Mr. Lange's decision.

711
00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:57,320
But,

712
00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:00,040
as a fellow homosexual,

713
00:41:00,120 --> 00:41:05,160
I'd say, historically, us queers
have never asked for permission to exist.

714
00:41:05,240 --> 00:41:08,200
-[intriguing music plays]
-[Mr. Ajayi] Do with that what you will.

715
00:41:14,320 --> 00:41:15,680
[Nick] Uh… Hello.

716
00:41:16,280 --> 00:41:19,120
I'm just here for the…
the part-time position.

717
00:41:19,200 --> 00:41:20,240
[man] Oh.

718
00:41:21,160 --> 00:41:22,320
You like animals?

719
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:25,840
Yeah. Yeah. I, I, I have two dogs, so…

720
00:41:25,920 --> 00:41:29,760
And you wanna spend time with more dogs
because… what?

721
00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:33,560
I thought it might…
help me build character. [chuckles softly]

722
00:41:34,880 --> 00:41:36,960
I don't really do much outside of school.

723
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:40,000
Um, I'm going to uni this year, so…

724
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:45,000
-My partner told me to try something new.
-[man] Oh, did she?

725
00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:48,320
Well, aren't you Mr. Self-Improvement.

726
00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:50,880
I guess I have to hire you.

727
00:41:52,080 --> 00:41:53,800
Fill that in for me, please.

728
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:55,680
[indie music playing]

729
00:41:56,800 --> 00:42:00,560
<i>♪ You left your heart in the jungle… ♪</i>

730
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:01,640
Just joking.

731
00:42:01,720 --> 00:42:05,440
<i>♪ Ripped off of your red bicycle ♪</i>

732
00:42:05,520 --> 00:42:08,160
<i>♪ I didn't know you then… ♪</i>

733
00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:10,680
[Nick] There you go, buddy.

734
00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:12,360
[chuckling]

735
00:42:14,120 --> 00:42:18,480
<i>♪ I gave up everything I learned ♪</i>

736
00:42:18,560 --> 00:42:21,480
<i>♪ Just to follow you down… ♪</i>

737
00:42:21,560 --> 00:42:22,600
Biscuit.

738
00:42:22,680 --> 00:42:23,880
[Biscuit snorts softly]

739
00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:31,000
<i>♪ There is no map for this ♪</i>

740
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:35,600
<i>♪ When the wheels come off</i>
<i>I'll be your spare ♪</i>

741
00:42:35,680 --> 00:42:41,120
<i>♪ When the world turns on you</i>
<i>I will be there</i>… <i>♪</i>

742
00:42:41,200 --> 00:42:44,240
You know, you don't have to pick me up
after every shift.

743
00:42:44,320 --> 00:42:46,240
[chuckling] I like picking you up.

744
00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:49,320
-Plus, I wanna see the email in person.
-All right.

745
00:42:50,200 --> 00:42:51,680
-There you go.
-[Charlie] You did it!

746
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,160
-[Nick] Mm-hmm.
-I'm so proud of you.

747
00:42:54,240 --> 00:42:57,080
[both grunting, groaning happily]

748
00:42:57,680 --> 00:43:00,320
[Charlie] I think if I post about it
on one of the Truham meme pages,

749
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:02,720
lots of people will see it,
but Mr. Lange definitely won't.

750
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,840
But I need to do it in a way
that won't attract bigoted comments.

751
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:08,960
Who's even running the meme page
at the moment? Christian and Otis?

752
00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:12,080
-Uh, yeah. Yeah, I think so.
-[Charlie] I'll text them.

753
00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:13,760
Right, I'm heading out.

754
00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:17,720
Wait. I need more. It's our anniversary.

755
00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:18,920
[Nick] Hmm.

756
00:43:22,560 --> 00:43:24,680
Is that really
a two-year-anniversary kiss?

757
00:43:26,240 --> 00:43:29,360
-Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah!
-[Charlie chuckling]

758
00:43:29,440 --> 00:43:32,840
-How was that, darling?
-Not enough, but it'll do till tonight.

759
00:43:32,920 --> 00:43:36,200
-[Nick] Something to look forward to.
-Meet me in the park at six?

760
00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:37,520
I will be there.

761
00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:40,440
Nick.

762
00:43:42,120 --> 00:43:43,080
I love you.

763
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:45,160
I love you.

764
00:43:45,240 --> 00:43:47,240
[gentle music playing]

765
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:51,240
[door closes]

766
00:44:06,520 --> 00:44:07,680
[cell phone dings, buzzes]

767
00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:14,720
[music fades]

768
00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:16,200
[Charlie sighs]

769
00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:20,720
-[sighs]
-[cell phone buzzes]

770
00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:30,200
[cell phone beeps]

771
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:32,520
[barking in distance]

772
00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:36,560
[door opens]

773
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:41,640
[man] How'd you meet her, then?

774
00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:43,480
Who?

775
00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:47,360
Only the girlfriend
you talk about nonstop every shift.

776
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:49,640
We met in school.

777
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:53,080
What's she like?

778
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:55,880
He's, uh…

779
00:44:57,240 --> 00:44:58,800
He's a guy, actually.

780
00:45:00,680 --> 00:45:02,360
Oh. Right.

781
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:04,040
Hmm. Pardon me.

782
00:45:04,120 --> 00:45:06,480
I… I'm not of the woke generation.

783
00:45:07,000 --> 00:45:09,880
I wouldn't have assumed.
You know, you don't seem gay at all.

784
00:45:11,240 --> 00:45:12,120
I'm bi.

785
00:45:14,360 --> 00:45:16,960
Oh. Well, yeah. Sure.

786
00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:18,400
Mm.

787
00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:21,400
Well, what's <i>he </i>like?

788
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:24,480
He's…

789
00:45:27,040 --> 00:45:28,200
he's amazing.

790
00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:31,240
Very strong.

791
00:45:33,880 --> 00:45:36,520
[clears throat] Probably too good
for me, actually.

792
00:45:36,600 --> 00:45:40,280
Probably. But you're good
at picking up dog shit, aren't ya?

793
00:45:41,920 --> 00:45:43,160
Great. Thanks, Kenneth.

794
00:45:43,240 --> 00:45:46,040
I'm just saying,
someone's gotta scoop up the dog shit,

795
00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:48,200
or the world descends into chaos.

796
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:49,640
[chuckles]

797
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:52,840
[door closes]

798
00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:54,840
[Nick] Charlie.

799
00:45:56,960 --> 00:45:58,440
I'm so sorry.

800
00:46:00,840 --> 00:46:02,800
I wasn't thinking, and, um…

801
00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:07,080
you know, I just… I got in my head
about letting everybody down, and I just--

802
00:46:07,160 --> 00:46:08,240
[Charlie] It's okay.

803
00:46:08,840 --> 00:46:11,480
It's just some snacks and a blanket.
It's not a huge deal.

804
00:46:11,560 --> 00:46:12,720
It is.

805
00:46:12,800 --> 00:46:16,960
It's fine, Nick, it's… Probably too old
for this cringy stuff now, anyway.

806
00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:18,880
No. No, we're not. This is…

807
00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:21,080
No, this is lovely.

808
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:23,760
My job is shit.

809
00:46:24,280 --> 00:46:26,280
I know. I… I should probably just quit.

810
00:46:26,360 --> 00:46:28,600
No, it's been good for you,
hasn't it? It's…

811
00:46:31,360 --> 00:46:35,120
-I don't want you to…
-Charlie, you're freezing. Come on.

812
00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:42,880
When you're in Leeds, I don't want you
to spend your time worrying about me.

813
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:45,920
-Don't think about that now.
-I want you to be okay without me.

814
00:46:46,440 --> 00:46:47,720
[Nick sighs]

815
00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:50,120
Have you eaten?

816
00:46:51,600 --> 00:46:52,480
No.

817
00:46:53,160 --> 00:46:54,960
[Nick] Should we go home and eat there?

818
00:46:56,440 --> 00:46:57,640
Yours or mine?

819
00:46:57,720 --> 00:46:59,280
[gentle music playing]

820
00:46:59,360 --> 00:47:00,560
I don't mind.

821
00:47:04,480 --> 00:47:05,680
[Nick exhales sharply]

822
00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:07,160
-You're so cold.
-[chuckles]

823
00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:09,080
[Nick rubbing Charlie's hands]

824
00:47:09,840 --> 00:47:11,160
Let's warm you up.

825
00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,040
-[Charlie chuckles softly]
-[chuckles]

826
00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:20,440
[sighs] No one's coming.

827
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,160
Look, just… just give it a minute.

828
00:47:23,240 --> 00:47:24,360
[Charlie sighs]

829
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:28,680
[knocking on door]

830
00:47:31,200 --> 00:47:32,120
[Tao sighs]

831
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:33,920
Don't look so disappointed.

832
00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:35,960
-We were in the middle of--
-Lads, chill.

833
00:47:36,920 --> 00:47:38,600
I'm… I'm part of the team.

834
00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:43,920
So, the rumors
about you two dating are true?

835
00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:46,280
Yes. Yes, Tao, they are true.

836
00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:47,800
[hits table] Called it.

837
00:47:47,880 --> 00:47:49,920
[Charlie] You didn't.
We've been telling you for ages.

838
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:51,600
-If I say I called it, I did.
-[knocking]

839
00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:52,760
That's not how it works.

840
00:47:54,680 --> 00:47:55,520
Hello.

841
00:47:56,880 --> 00:48:00,080
-Hey! Hey. Come in. Come in.
-[soft rock music playing]

842
00:48:00,160 --> 00:48:02,000
[Charlie] Everyone, this is Alfie.

843
00:48:02,080 --> 00:48:03,840
-Hey, Alfie.
-[Tao] Come sit down, Alfie.

844
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,040
-Do you want a cupcake?
-[Alfie] Yes, please.

845
00:48:06,120 --> 00:48:08,280
-[Tao] I chose that one.
-[door opens]

846
00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:10,960
-[Tao] It's that one.
-[Nick] It's a fancy cupcake.

847
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:13,240
-[Charlie] Hi.
-[Tao] Please, come sit.

848
00:48:13,320 --> 00:48:15,040
-[Nick] Hello.
-[Isaac] Hey, guys.

849
00:48:15,120 --> 00:48:16,520
-Come in.
-Good to see you.

850
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:19,720
[Charlie] <i>I really want this to be</i>
<i>a safe space for all of you,</i>

851
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,560
but really mostly just to have fun.

852
00:48:21,640 --> 00:48:24,480
We're gonna watch some queer TV shows,
some queer films.

853
00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:27,320
Next week, Mr. Ajayi is gonna be
talking about Keith Haring.

854
00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:31,080
I want us to raise awareness and money
for queer communities around the world.

855
00:48:31,160 --> 00:48:34,800
I know we're one small group of people,
but I believe we can make a difference.

856
00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,000
[cheering, whooping]

857
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:38,240
[Isaac] Bravo!

858
00:48:38,880 --> 00:48:39,880
[boy] Yeah!

859
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:46,200
This one is Tao's, and that one's Elle's?

860
00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:49,800
Speaking of,
I think they've broken up again.

861
00:48:49,880 --> 00:48:51,560
The vibe is seriously uncomfortable.

862
00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:53,440
[Elle] When did we all
become coffee addicts?

863
00:48:53,520 --> 00:48:55,720
[Charlie] I think they're both
just very strong-willed.

864
00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:57,320
Sometimes that causes clashes.

865
00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:59,880
And they're way past
the honeymoon phase as well, so…

866
00:48:59,960 --> 00:49:03,520
Boys, are we seriously avoiding
talking about the obvious?

867
00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,000
Most teen relationships don't last.

868
00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:08,800
Maybe they'll break up for good this time.

869
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:11,720
So tell me about Hannah.

870
00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:15,920
She said that she really liked me,
but that the distance was too much.

871
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:20,200
And I was like, "Mm… Okay, well,
you're only in Birmingham." So…

872
00:49:20,280 --> 00:49:23,840
I'm glad I didn't get into Oxford.
Me and Darce don't have this problem.

873
00:49:23,920 --> 00:49:27,280
It's not just the couples. It's all of us.
We're all gonna be in different places.

874
00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:29,640
But Pride, next month,
you're all coming, yes?

875
00:49:29,720 --> 00:49:30,560
-Yes!
-Obviously.

876
00:49:30,640 --> 00:49:31,640
-Good.
-I'll be there.

877
00:49:31,720 --> 00:49:34,440
[Darcy] It'll probably be the last time
we hang out as a group.

878
00:49:34,520 --> 00:49:36,640
And then we'll never speak
to each other again.

879
00:49:36,720 --> 00:49:38,440
-[Imogen] Oh…
-[Darcy] Mm.

880
00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:40,480
Oh, I'm joking. [chuckling] I'm joking.

881
00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:44,040
-Obviously, we're all gonna keep talking.
-[Imogen] That makes me sad.

882
00:49:44,120 --> 00:49:46,160
[Elle] In 30 years,
we're gonna be middle-aged,

883
00:49:46,240 --> 00:49:49,720
causing a scene at a drag brunch
while Isaac's sat in a corner reading.

884
00:49:49,800 --> 00:49:52,240
[chuckling] Hopefully, I will have written
my own book by then.

885
00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:54,120
-[Charlie] Mm.
-[Elle] Mm!

886
00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:59,000
Nick always thinks about the future.
It's like he's there in his mind already,

887
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:01,560
trying to stop a mistake
that hasn't happened yet.

888
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:03,120
[Sahar giggling]

889
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:06,080
But… I don't know what the mistake is.

890
00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:08,240
[group chattering in background]

891
00:50:08,320 --> 00:50:10,440
I never used to think
about the future at all.

892
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:13,400
It's because you were too busy surviving.

893
00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:15,360
[pensive music plays]

894
00:50:16,600 --> 00:50:21,080
-[all singing] ♪ <i>Happy birthday to you </i>♪
-[Sarah laughing]

895
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:25,880
♪ <i>Happy birthday, dear Sarah </i>♪

896
00:50:25,960 --> 00:50:26,800
Precarious.

897
00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:29,840
♪ <i>Happy birthday to you </i>♪

898
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:33,120
-Oh, that looks yummy!
-[chuckling, cheering]

899
00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:36,040
[Charlie] Oh my God, you were so cute.

900
00:50:36,120 --> 00:50:38,400
[Nick] "Were"? I'm not cute anymore?

901
00:50:38,480 --> 00:50:42,560
[Charlie] Yeah, not as cute as this.
I mean, I'd protect him with my life.

902
00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:43,640
[Nick chuckles]

903
00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:45,360
Yeah.

904
00:50:46,160 --> 00:50:49,640
Right, I should, um,
I should go and say hi to some people.

905
00:50:49,720 --> 00:50:52,120
-I'll go to the loo and come find you.
-Okay.

906
00:50:53,920 --> 00:50:54,760
Hey.

907
00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:56,560
Cheese.

908
00:50:57,120 --> 00:50:59,080
[indistinct chattering in background]

909
00:51:01,960 --> 00:51:05,440
-50 is the new 30. All uphill from here.
-[Sarah chuckles]

910
00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:09,480
[woman] It feels like you truly blossomed
after you got rid of that silly man.

911
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:11,760
Well, I did what I could, as did he.

912
00:51:11,840 --> 00:51:14,120
No, you did everything,
and he's an arsehole.

913
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:19,200
-Sorry. One sec.
-[Sarah] Uh…

914
00:51:19,880 --> 00:51:21,680
I thought Dad was your hero.

915
00:51:22,200 --> 00:51:23,080
[scoffs]

916
00:51:23,160 --> 00:51:26,720
Heroes and villains.
That's the way your brain works, isn't it?

917
00:51:27,240 --> 00:51:28,920
[uneasy music playing]

918
00:51:30,320 --> 00:51:33,240
[sighs, in French] You need
to be tougher, Nicholas.

919
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:35,360
Do you understand? Tougher.

920
00:51:36,240 --> 00:51:40,240
[sighs, in English] I thought
you were practicing your French, Nicholas.

921
00:51:41,440 --> 00:51:43,520
[sighs] It's disappointing.

922
00:51:44,120 --> 00:51:46,840
We'd be able to talk more, wouldn't we?

923
00:51:48,040 --> 00:51:48,920
[Stéphane sighs]

924
00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:51,480
-[indistinct background chatter]
-[Sarah laughing]

925
00:52:03,680 --> 00:52:04,520
You okay?

926
00:52:06,360 --> 00:52:08,040
[Nick] Uh, yeah. [clears throat]

927
00:52:08,640 --> 00:52:09,720
[Charlie] You sure?

928
00:52:10,520 --> 00:52:11,920
Mm. I'm fine.

929
00:52:12,920 --> 00:52:13,920
Come on.

930
00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:18,560
Do you think Tao and Elle
will break up for good this time?

931
00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:27,120
It's possible, I guess.

932
00:52:28,000 --> 00:52:29,000
Happens.

933
00:52:30,240 --> 00:52:32,880
Everyone thinks
teenage relationships don't last.

934
00:52:34,120 --> 00:52:35,760
I guess they usually don't.

935
00:52:36,720 --> 00:52:39,280
Well, I guess I'm an optimist, then.

936
00:52:41,200 --> 00:52:44,880
<i>♪ So I'm gonna keep you in love with me ♪</i>

937
00:52:45,360 --> 00:52:46,800
<i>♪ For a while ♪</i>

938
00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:51,760
<i>♪ I'm gonna keep you in love with me ♪</i>

939
00:52:55,360 --> 00:52:59,080
<i>♪ I'm gonna keep you in love with me ♪</i>

940
00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:00,520
<i>♪ For a while ♪</i>

941
00:53:01,320 --> 00:53:04,120
[dance music pumping in distance]

942
00:53:08,720 --> 00:53:10,280
-You all right, mate?
-Hey.

943
00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:12,120
[indistinct chattering]

944
00:53:15,280 --> 00:53:17,440
[girl] Yeah, I mean, I'm really excited.

945
00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:20,920
[cheering]

946
00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:23,680
Welcome to my humble abode, boys. [laughs]

947
00:53:23,760 --> 00:53:26,720
Oi, go get hammered
before the exams start, yeah?

948
00:53:26,800 --> 00:53:29,080
You see those two?
They are proper romantic, man.

949
00:53:29,160 --> 00:53:30,720
-Charlie!
-[Charlie] Hey.

950
00:53:30,800 --> 00:53:32,360
-[boys] Charlie!
-[Charlie] Hey.

951
00:53:32,440 --> 00:53:34,080
Yeah, yeah, I'm good.

952
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:38,400
-[boy 2] Yeah.
-[girl 2] I mean…

953
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:46,680
[Tara] I just got really tired.

954
00:53:47,720 --> 00:53:50,840
-Oh, hey, Nick. Come and join us.
-Hey.

955
00:53:51,960 --> 00:53:53,360
-[groans]
-[Elle] How've you been?

956
00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:55,080
-Yeah, not too bad.
-Here, have some.

957
00:53:55,160 --> 00:53:58,560
Yeah, that's it.
That's it! Harder, harder!

958
00:53:59,080 --> 00:54:02,520
-Go, go, go, go, go!
-[all cheering]

959
00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:05,400
…about, um,
about going traveling next year.

960
00:54:06,000 --> 00:54:07,160
Like, it would be good.

961
00:54:07,240 --> 00:54:10,160
It would be expensive,
but I think it could work, maybe.

962
00:54:10,840 --> 00:54:13,240
What… what are you doing,
or are you gonna think about it?

963
00:54:14,720 --> 00:54:16,960
-Sorry, I wasn't listening.
-[Darcy chuckles]

964
00:54:17,040 --> 00:54:19,920
-Nick, next year, uni.
-[chuckles]

965
00:54:22,000 --> 00:54:26,880
I know I should be really happy for him,
but… I just feel really sad.

966
00:54:28,360 --> 00:54:32,440
There, there. You're Nick
and Charlie. You're gonna be okay.

967
00:54:34,640 --> 00:54:36,080
[Tara] We basically grow up

968
00:54:36,160 --> 00:54:39,680
being brainwashed into thinking
there's only one possible future.

969
00:54:39,760 --> 00:54:43,280
Going to uni,
finding a career, settling down.

970
00:54:43,360 --> 00:54:46,200
No-one teaches you
that there are so many other options,

971
00:54:46,280 --> 00:54:47,640
especially if you're queer.

972
00:54:47,720 --> 00:54:51,560
That's why I asked Darcy
to go Interrailing with me next year.

973
00:54:51,640 --> 00:54:54,800
Just focus on being human
and feeling alive.

974
00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:57,960
I want that feeling.
It's just, me and Tao…

975
00:54:59,080 --> 00:55:02,960
People in good relationships don't keep
breaking up and getting back together.

976
00:55:03,040 --> 00:55:04,960
Well, you clearly don't wanna break up.

977
00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:07,360
I can't revolve my life
around someone else.

978
00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:09,880
It would only make us
resent each other eventually,

979
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:12,000
and then it would kill
the love that's there.

980
00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:13,560
[Tara] True.

981
00:55:14,840 --> 00:55:17,720
-[electronic music playing]
-[boys chanting playfully]

982
00:55:21,600 --> 00:55:24,320
-[Sahar] Lights are getting on my nerves.
-I'm gonna find Nick.

983
00:55:24,400 --> 00:55:26,320
-[Sahar] Want us to come?
-No, it's all right.

984
00:55:27,240 --> 00:55:29,120
[Tao] I haven't seen Nick in a while.

985
00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:34,560
-[boy laughing]
-[boys chanting playfully]

986
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:37,960
[electronic music continues]

987
00:55:43,760 --> 00:55:46,640
-[boy retching]
-[boys] Urgh! [laughing]

988
00:55:57,040 --> 00:55:59,280
-[Elle] Yeah.
-[Isaac] Shall we go outside for a bit?

989
00:55:59,360 --> 00:56:01,760
-[Charlie] I think he might be upstairs.
-Okay.

990
00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:04,480
[music thumping in distance]

991
00:56:12,640 --> 00:56:13,800
Hey.

992
00:56:14,440 --> 00:56:15,600
Did you wanna go?

993
00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:18,840
[exhales sharply] Yeah. Yeah, I guess.

994
00:56:18,920 --> 00:56:20,680
O… only if you want to.

995
00:56:22,160 --> 00:56:25,160
-It is a bit boring, isn't it? So…
-[chuckles] Yeah.

996
00:56:28,200 --> 00:56:29,240
Hey. Um…

997
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:33,680
Are you angry at me about something?

998
00:56:33,760 --> 00:56:35,960
What? N… no.

999
00:56:37,120 --> 00:56:38,440
Why do you think that?

1000
00:56:38,520 --> 00:56:41,240
You've avoided me tonight.

1001
00:56:41,320 --> 00:56:42,720
I'm sorry, I…

1002
00:56:44,640 --> 00:56:47,040
I just wanted you
to have a good night, and…

1003
00:56:48,240 --> 00:56:51,880
You know, you, you probably wanna
talk to your friends about uni.

1004
00:56:52,800 --> 00:56:55,240
It's only, like, four months away now, so…

1005
00:56:57,080 --> 00:56:58,240
Sure. Um…

1006
00:57:00,040 --> 00:57:01,880
It's gonna be really hard
when you're not here.

1007
00:57:02,400 --> 00:57:04,920
[scoffs] No, you're…
you're gonna be great.

1008
00:57:05,000 --> 00:57:09,280
-You don't need me hanging around.
-It's still gonna be really hard.

1009
00:57:11,200 --> 00:57:13,520
What if everything just blows up,
like Tao and Elle?

1010
00:57:14,240 --> 00:57:16,800
[hesitates] I mean,
I guess that's possible.

1011
00:57:19,560 --> 00:57:21,560
I know you've been struggling this year.

1012
00:57:22,800 --> 00:57:26,040
You've been really anxious
about a lot of things, about yourself.

1013
00:57:26,120 --> 00:57:28,960
Yeah, sorry, I know
that's probably annoying for you.

1014
00:57:29,840 --> 00:57:33,360
It's not annoying. It's just… upsetting.

1015
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:38,160
'Cause… [sighs] …I try and talk to you
about it, and you just shut down.

1016
00:57:39,000 --> 00:57:40,880
And I thought we were good at that.

1017
00:57:43,080 --> 00:57:46,080
And I think that the reason you do that
is… is because of me.

1018
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:52,080
Maybe it is a good idea
for us to have some space, you know?

1019
00:57:53,240 --> 00:57:56,360
You're going off to uni,
and you'll be living your best life,

1020
00:57:56,440 --> 00:57:59,840
and then maybe if you don't
have to worry about me so much, then…

1021
00:57:59,920 --> 00:58:01,160
then you'll be happier.

1022
00:58:02,720 --> 00:58:04,200
I want you to be happy.

1023
00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:06,600
So we should break up, then?

1024
00:58:07,120 --> 00:58:08,640
[Nick sighs]

1025
00:58:09,160 --> 00:58:10,760
For some space? That's…

1026
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:13,720
[sighs] That's basically
what you're saying, isn't it?

1027
00:58:17,480 --> 00:58:20,560
-If… if that's what you want.
-No, I'm asking if that's what <i>you </i>want.

1028
00:58:20,640 --> 00:58:23,480
-I want you to be happy.
-I'm only happy when I'm with you.

1029
00:58:23,560 --> 00:58:25,560
I don't think that's how it should be.

1030
00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:31,160
-[sniffles] I get it.
-What?

1031
00:58:31,240 --> 00:58:33,680
-No, it's fine.
-I don't want to break up.

1032
00:58:33,760 --> 00:58:35,680
I think you'd be better off
without me too.

1033
00:58:35,760 --> 00:58:38,120
I didn't say that, Nick. I…

1034
00:58:38,640 --> 00:58:41,320
-[Nick] I'm sorry.
-I… I'm just trying to help.

1035
00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:42,920
-[Nick] It's okay.
-I love you.

1036
00:58:43,000 --> 00:58:44,000
[Nick] It's okay.

1037
00:58:45,280 --> 00:58:46,960
You don't have to worry about me.

1038
00:58:56,360 --> 00:58:58,200
I'm sorry for making you cry.

1039
00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:04,680
[door opens]

1040
00:59:07,520 --> 00:59:08,760
[Charlie sighs]

1041
00:59:09,440 --> 00:59:10,280
[sighs]

1042
00:59:10,360 --> 00:59:12,360
[electronic music playing in distance]

1043
00:59:14,560 --> 00:59:15,680
[car door unlocks]

1044
00:59:18,720 --> 00:59:21,120
[breathing heavily]

1045
00:59:22,480 --> 00:59:23,840
[sighs]

1046
00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:27,400
-[uneasy music playing]
-[Nick breathing shakily]

1047
00:59:32,600 --> 00:59:34,440
[music turns darker]

1048
00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:37,760
[pensive music playing]

1049
00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:38,960
[sighs]

1050
00:59:45,200 --> 00:59:46,880
[both chuckling]

1051
00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:54,160
[sighs, sniffles]

1052
01:00:05,880 --> 01:00:07,000
[exhales shakily]

1053
01:00:10,840 --> 01:00:12,560
[music fades]

1054
01:00:27,360 --> 01:00:29,960
[uneasy music playing]

1055
01:00:33,680 --> 01:00:38,240
I know this is difficult,
but, Charlie, you've got to eat.

1056
01:00:38,760 --> 01:00:39,760
Please.

1057
01:00:41,560 --> 01:00:43,160
[Julio] Come on, hmm?

1058
01:00:45,280 --> 01:00:46,680
Just a little bite.

1059
01:00:50,320 --> 01:00:52,680
<i>Charlie, we're gonna do</i>
<i>a refocusing exercise.</i>

1060
01:00:53,200 --> 01:00:56,200
<i>I want you to tell me five things</i>
<i>that you see in front of you.</i>

1061
01:00:59,640 --> 01:01:00,600
[flatly] Door.

1062
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:02,800
Desk.

1063
01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:06,320
Laptop.

1064
01:01:09,120 --> 01:01:10,040
Mug.

1065
01:01:12,720 --> 01:01:13,760
Photo.

1066
01:01:18,960 --> 01:01:20,440
[tapping keyboard]

1067
01:01:24,640 --> 01:01:25,720
[sighs]

1068
01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:35,720
[sighs]

1069
01:01:53,480 --> 01:01:55,320
[sighs heavily]

1070
01:02:01,000 --> 01:02:02,840
[rhythmic knocking on door]

1071
01:02:05,080 --> 01:02:06,120
[rapid knocking]

1072
01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:08,760
[persistent, loud knocking]

1073
01:02:08,840 --> 01:02:10,200
Go away!

1074
01:02:10,280 --> 01:02:11,280
[Tao] Charlie!

1075
01:02:11,360 --> 01:02:13,240
-[sighs]
-[Tao] We're coming in, okay?

1076
01:02:16,160 --> 01:02:17,080
What?

1077
01:02:17,160 --> 01:02:19,760
You can't just lie there
and expect everything to be okay.

1078
01:02:19,840 --> 01:02:22,840
[Isaac] Let's just take a minute, okay,
before you say something crazy.

1079
01:02:22,920 --> 01:02:24,320
[exhales deeply]

1080
01:02:24,400 --> 01:02:26,080
We're here to look after you.

1081
01:02:26,160 --> 01:02:27,640
Getting you out of the house,

1082
01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:30,720
or just hanging out here
and bringing you food and comfort movies.

1083
01:02:30,800 --> 01:02:32,320
Tori said you hadn't been eating.

1084
01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:34,360
Which is understandable.
We don't blame you.

1085
01:02:34,440 --> 01:02:38,080
But it's not great,
so we're gonna make you some pasta.

1086
01:02:38,760 --> 01:02:40,360
Aren't you two broken up right now?

1087
01:02:42,480 --> 01:02:44,560
We've organized a temporary truce,

1088
01:02:44,640 --> 01:02:48,040
and anyway, three, two…

1089
01:02:49,080 --> 01:02:50,120
-Go!
-Tao!

1090
01:02:50,200 --> 01:02:51,680
-Come on. Get up.
-[Charlie] Tao!

1091
01:02:51,760 --> 01:02:54,920
-[Tao] Get some pasta with some chili oil.
-Okay, I'm up, I'm up.

1092
01:02:55,000 --> 01:02:56,560
-[Tao] Cheese. Basil.
-I hate all of you.

1093
01:02:56,640 --> 01:02:57,600
[Elle] We love you too.

1094
01:02:57,680 --> 01:02:59,040
[sweeping music playing]

1095
01:02:59,120 --> 01:03:01,200
[<i>Colette </i>playing on TV]
<i>But some bit of luck,</i>

1096
01:03:01,280 --> 01:03:05,840
<i>some commonplace little miracle,</i>
<i>which, like a glittering link,</i>

1097
01:03:06,360 --> 01:03:09,840
<i>will mend again the necklace of my days.</i>

1098
01:03:16,400 --> 01:03:19,200
-[music ends with flourish]
-[snoring]

1099
01:03:25,160 --> 01:03:26,800
We'll see you on Saturday?

1100
01:03:27,800 --> 01:03:28,760
I don't know.

1101
01:03:28,840 --> 01:03:29,960
That wasn't a question.

1102
01:03:30,040 --> 01:03:32,120
It might do you good
to get out of the house.

1103
01:03:32,200 --> 01:03:34,880
But it's Pride, isn't it?
It's… it's a whole thing.

1104
01:03:34,960 --> 01:03:39,960
And I don't really feel like celebrating
the magical wonders of gay love right now.

1105
01:03:41,560 --> 01:03:42,880
And he might be there.

1106
01:03:45,760 --> 01:03:48,040
Charlie, I know you're hurting,

1107
01:03:48,120 --> 01:03:51,920
but I need you to come
and march with me on Saturday

1108
01:03:52,000 --> 01:03:53,880
because I'm fucking scared.

1109
01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:56,720
The world hates me right now.

1110
01:03:56,800 --> 01:04:00,520
The government is taking away my rights
and everything we fought for.

1111
01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:02,000
If I was a few years younger,

1112
01:04:02,080 --> 01:04:05,080
I wouldn't even have been able
to take hormone blockers legally

1113
01:04:05,600 --> 01:04:06,880
'cause they banned them.

1114
01:04:06,960 --> 01:04:09,320
People don't want me
using public bathrooms

1115
01:04:10,280 --> 01:04:11,720
or existing at all.

1116
01:04:15,080 --> 01:04:17,000
I just wanna be myself.

1117
01:04:18,760 --> 01:04:20,160
To be free.

1118
01:04:20,240 --> 01:04:22,000
[pensive music playing]

1119
01:04:22,080 --> 01:04:23,520
To be happy.

1120
01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:25,360
[breathes shakily]

1121
01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:27,560
I know you know all of this,

1122
01:04:27,640 --> 01:04:30,800
and it's okay if you come
and cry about Nick all day.

1123
01:04:31,320 --> 01:04:32,200
But…

1124
01:04:34,080 --> 01:04:35,760
I'm terrified all the time,

1125
01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:40,000
and I just really need my best friends
with me to march at Pride, okay?

1126
01:04:47,080 --> 01:04:48,480
[Elle] Mm.

1127
01:04:49,680 --> 01:04:51,400
[upbeat music playing]

1128
01:04:51,480 --> 01:04:53,800
[group chanting, cheering]

1129
01:04:59,960 --> 01:05:01,080
[woman] Woo-hoo!

1130
01:05:01,160 --> 01:05:02,680
Yeah!

1131
01:05:02,760 --> 01:05:05,600
[whooping, cheering, whistling]

1132
01:05:08,920 --> 01:05:09,760
Oh my God!

1133
01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:11,240
Whoo!

1134
01:05:11,760 --> 01:05:14,600
-Oh, it's James! Hello!
-[James] Hi, everyone.

1135
01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:16,480
-[Imogen] Oh, James!
-Happy Pride!

1136
01:05:16,560 --> 01:05:18,680
Happy Pride. Hi, are you okay?

1137
01:05:18,760 --> 01:05:21,160
-[Tao] Hey.
-[Isaac] Hi. Oh, you look amazing.

1138
01:05:21,240 --> 01:05:23,600
-[James] Nice to see you. See you later.
-[Isaac] Bye.

1139
01:05:26,840 --> 01:05:28,000
[Imogen laughs]

1140
01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:30,440
<i>♪ You make me feel… ♪</i>

1141
01:05:31,720 --> 01:05:33,520
-[Elle] What do we want?
-[crowd] Trans rights!

1142
01:05:33,600 --> 01:05:35,280
-[Elle] When do we want it?
-[crowd] Now!

1143
01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:37,280
-[Elle] What do we want?
-[crowd] Trans rights!

1144
01:05:37,360 --> 01:05:38,920
-[Elle] When do we want it?
-[crowd] Now!

1145
01:05:39,000 --> 01:05:40,880
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1146
01:05:40,960 --> 01:05:42,760
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1147
01:05:42,840 --> 01:05:44,640
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1148
01:05:44,720 --> 01:05:46,400
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1149
01:05:46,480 --> 01:05:48,000
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1150
01:05:48,080 --> 01:05:49,760
-And when do we want it?
-Now!

1151
01:05:49,840 --> 01:05:51,880
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1152
01:05:51,960 --> 01:05:53,720
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1153
01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:55,840
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1154
01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:57,400
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1155
01:05:57,480 --> 01:05:58,920
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1156
01:05:59,000 --> 01:06:01,320
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1157
01:06:01,400 --> 01:06:02,800
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1158
01:06:02,880 --> 01:06:04,720
-And when do we want it?
-Now!

1159
01:06:04,800 --> 01:06:06,480
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1160
01:06:06,560 --> 01:06:08,440
-And when do we want it?
-Now!

1161
01:06:08,520 --> 01:06:10,400
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1162
01:06:10,480 --> 01:06:12,320
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1163
01:06:12,400 --> 01:06:14,000
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1164
01:06:14,080 --> 01:06:15,760
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1165
01:06:15,840 --> 01:06:17,640
-What do we want?
-Trans rights!

1166
01:06:17,720 --> 01:06:19,240
-When do we want it?
-Now!

1167
01:06:20,200 --> 01:06:21,840
[Elle] So this is it.

1168
01:06:22,680 --> 01:06:23,640
Fernando's.

1169
01:06:23,720 --> 01:06:25,880
Oh, I thought you said
we were going to Nando's.

1170
01:06:25,960 --> 01:06:28,240
No, Fernando's, the gay club.

1171
01:06:28,920 --> 01:06:32,240
Are straight people allowed in?
I feel like I'm not gonna be allowed in.

1172
01:06:32,320 --> 01:06:33,840
Okay, Mr. Ally.

1173
01:06:33,920 --> 01:06:37,040
[electropop music playing]

1174
01:06:40,440 --> 01:06:43,480
I'm sorry, I just can't understand it.
You're Nick and Charlie.

1175
01:06:43,560 --> 01:06:44,880
What does that even mean?

1176
01:06:44,960 --> 01:06:49,440
Like, if all of us had to provide evidence
for two soulmates, we'd all pick you two.

1177
01:06:49,960 --> 01:06:52,480
-There's no such thing as soulmates.
-Maybe.

1178
01:06:53,000 --> 01:06:55,760
But the two of you present
a pretty convincing argument.

1179
01:06:55,840 --> 01:06:57,360
I'm going for a walk.

1180
01:07:01,360 --> 01:07:03,280
<i>♪ But you should've seen it ♪</i>

1181
01:07:04,760 --> 01:07:07,120
<i>♪ The way it went down ♪</i>

1182
01:07:08,160 --> 01:07:10,160
<i>♪ Wouldn't believe it ♪</i>

1183
01:07:13,280 --> 01:07:16,000
<i>♪ Wanna know what I told her… ♪</i>

1184
01:07:17,080 --> 01:07:19,280
-Hey.
-Sorry, no.

1185
01:07:19,800 --> 01:07:22,720
<i>♪ You were so mediocre ♪</i>

1186
01:07:23,360 --> 01:07:30,280
<i>-♪ And we're so glad it's over now ♪</i>
-[indistinct chattering]

1187
01:07:30,360 --> 01:07:37,360
-[indistinct chattering]
<i>-♪ It's over now</i>… <i>♪</i>

1188
01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:39,600
-[Nick] Thank you.
-[girl laughs]

1189
01:07:44,440 --> 01:07:50,440
<i>♪ It's over now ♪</i>

1190
01:07:51,760 --> 01:07:53,680
<i>♪ Camera ♪</i>

1191
01:07:54,520 --> 01:07:56,680
<i>♪ Caught on camera ♪</i>

1192
01:07:57,680 --> 01:07:59,920
<i>♪ The girls on camera ♪</i>

1193
01:08:00,000 --> 01:08:00,960
[sighs]

1194
01:08:01,040 --> 01:08:03,240
<i>♪ Your girl's a fan of ♪</i>

1195
01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:05,200
-[sobbing]
-[music fades]

1196
01:08:10,400 --> 01:08:12,360
[sobbing continues]

1197
01:08:14,120 --> 01:08:15,200
Drum kit.

1198
01:08:15,280 --> 01:08:16,520
[sobs]

1199
01:08:16,600 --> 01:08:17,720
Poster.

1200
01:08:19,800 --> 01:08:20,800
Books.

1201
01:08:21,880 --> 01:08:22,880
Lamp.

1202
01:08:23,840 --> 01:08:24,960
Photo.

1203
01:08:25,040 --> 01:08:28,200
-[sobbing]
-[uneasy music playing]

1204
01:08:52,520 --> 01:08:54,000
[music fades]

1205
01:08:54,080 --> 01:08:56,320
[breathing shakily]

1206
01:08:59,720 --> 01:09:01,080
[sobbing]

1207
01:09:05,600 --> 01:09:07,120
[keys jangling]

1208
01:09:08,640 --> 01:09:09,760
[engine starts]

1209
01:09:17,960 --> 01:09:20,440
-[Sarah] You're early.
-[Nick] Mm-hmm.

1210
01:09:21,360 --> 01:09:22,720
[Sarah] Is everything okay?

1211
01:09:25,440 --> 01:09:26,400
Nick?

1212
01:09:29,360 --> 01:09:30,400
[Nick sniffles]

1213
01:09:31,240 --> 01:09:33,640
[indie folk music playing]

1214
01:09:33,720 --> 01:09:35,320
<i>♪ Always ♪</i>

1215
01:09:36,160 --> 01:09:37,480
[scratching on door]

1216
01:09:38,760 --> 01:09:41,440
<i>♪ Didn't mean always ♪</i>

1217
01:09:41,520 --> 01:09:45,120
-[scratching at door]
-[Nellie whining]

1218
01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:48,720
<i>-♪ When I said always ♪</i>
-[Nellie barking]

1219
01:09:53,200 --> 01:09:54,760
[Nellie whining]

1220
01:09:58,960 --> 01:10:00,920
<i>♪ And I made ♪</i>

1221
01:10:04,240 --> 01:10:07,400
<i>♪ Too many mistakes ♪</i>

1222
01:10:10,720 --> 01:10:11,920
[Nick sighs]

1223
01:10:16,680 --> 01:10:19,840
<i>♪ Cut me down to size ♪</i>

1224
01:10:22,720 --> 01:10:25,640
<i>♪ Don't know what part remains ♪</i>

1225
01:10:29,840 --> 01:10:30,840
[sighs]

1226
01:10:41,960 --> 01:10:44,920
<i>♪ Pull me out of time ♪</i>

1227
01:10:48,040 --> 01:10:51,240
<i>♪ Just let me fade away ♪</i>

1228
01:10:56,800 --> 01:10:58,600
-[Harry] Come on.
-[cheering]

1229
01:10:58,680 --> 01:11:01,160
[boys laughing, chattering indistinctly]

1230
01:11:02,400 --> 01:11:03,720
<i>♪ And I've been ♪</i>

1231
01:11:07,400 --> 01:11:10,720
<i>♪ Angry for ages ♪</i>

1232
01:11:10,800 --> 01:11:12,720
[Harry] Get in there, boys. Come on!

1233
01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:17,680
<i>-♪ Still don't want to face it ♪</i>
-[Nick sighs]

1234
01:11:23,560 --> 01:11:25,080
[inhales shakily]

1235
01:11:29,640 --> 01:11:31,160
[music fades]

1236
01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:33,720
[knocking on door]

1237
01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:34,920
[door opens]

1238
01:11:35,440 --> 01:11:37,560
[video game music playing]

1239
01:11:40,040 --> 01:11:41,520
[David] Still sulking?

1240
01:11:46,640 --> 01:11:47,640
[door closes]

1241
01:11:49,320 --> 01:11:50,480
[David sighs]

1242
01:11:51,280 --> 01:11:53,960
I mean, it's… it's rough though.

1243
01:11:59,240 --> 01:12:00,720
[David sighs]

1244
01:12:00,800 --> 01:12:02,640
Genuinely, I feel for you.

1245
01:12:05,720 --> 01:12:07,040
You wanna talk, or…?

1246
01:12:08,840 --> 01:12:09,760
[Nick sighs]

1247
01:12:09,840 --> 01:12:11,320
[snickers] Okay…

1248
01:12:13,680 --> 01:12:15,240
Oh, I'm going to Paris.

1249
01:12:16,560 --> 01:12:18,000
Dad offered me a job.

1250
01:12:18,680 --> 01:12:21,680
So I'll be gone.
I'm sure that'll cheer you up.

1251
01:12:23,960 --> 01:12:24,840
[game pauses]

1252
01:12:25,360 --> 01:12:29,360
[chuckles] I know you think
I worship him, but I… I really…

1253
01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:32,000
I don't.

1254
01:12:32,520 --> 01:12:34,320
He's a shit dad.

1255
01:12:34,920 --> 01:12:36,360
Always has been, but…

1256
01:12:38,360 --> 01:12:40,040
I'm not like him, Nick.

1257
01:12:43,880 --> 01:12:45,440
You know, he hurt me too.

1258
01:12:48,600 --> 01:12:49,600
I know.

1259
01:12:57,960 --> 01:12:59,200
[cell phone chimes]

1260
01:12:59,280 --> 01:13:01,280
[gentle music plays]

1261
01:13:05,520 --> 01:13:06,720
[Nick sighs]

1262
01:13:09,360 --> 01:13:10,680
[cell phone buzzes]

1263
01:13:14,800 --> 01:13:17,120
[tapping keyboard]

1264
01:13:26,920 --> 01:13:28,000
[sighs]

1265
01:13:32,160 --> 01:13:33,920
[music fades]

1266
01:13:35,040 --> 01:13:38,720
-Ooh, there's mine. What you having?
-Do you think they have organic wine?

1267
01:13:38,800 --> 01:13:41,560
Organic wine?
Wine is wine. You need to just drink.

1268
01:13:41,640 --> 01:13:44,560
No, no, no, no. None of that now.
Organic wine, it's imp--

1269
01:13:44,640 --> 01:13:47,240
-[Sahar[ Nick! How you doing?
-Hello. Yeah, I'm all right.

1270
01:13:47,320 --> 01:13:50,520
-First time in a gay club?
-Uh, yeah. Yeah, I guess.

1271
01:13:50,600 --> 01:13:53,320
-[giggles] You'll get used to it.
-Mine too.

1272
01:13:55,840 --> 01:13:59,400
I… never got to tell you I'm a lesbian.

1273
01:14:01,840 --> 01:14:03,480
Guess we drifted apart a bit.

1274
01:14:06,480 --> 01:14:07,760
We have, yeah.

1275
01:14:10,040 --> 01:14:11,080
I'm sorry.

1276
01:14:16,200 --> 01:14:17,760
Do you remember

1277
01:14:17,840 --> 01:14:21,640
when we would sit outside the school gates
and pretend we were cool?

1278
01:14:21,720 --> 01:14:22,680
[Nick chuckles]

1279
01:14:23,400 --> 01:14:25,360
-Unfortunately, I do, yeah.
-[chuckles]

1280
01:14:26,800 --> 01:14:28,560
I just wanted everyone to like me.

1281
01:14:29,440 --> 01:14:31,720
That was all I cared about.

1282
01:14:33,720 --> 01:14:36,360
-Thank God we got out of there, you know?
-[Nick] Mm.

1283
01:14:36,440 --> 01:14:37,480
[Sahar] Cheers.

1284
01:14:38,160 --> 01:14:39,760
[cubicle door unlocking]

1285
01:14:39,840 --> 01:14:41,160
[zipper closing]

1286
01:14:44,520 --> 01:14:46,200
[faucet running]

1287
01:14:50,560 --> 01:14:51,720
[door opening]

1288
01:14:53,640 --> 01:14:54,560
Hi.

1289
01:14:55,200 --> 01:14:56,520
-[Nick] Hey.
-Wait.

1290
01:14:56,600 --> 01:14:59,520
Did you get my messages?
We've all been really worried about you.

1291
01:14:59,600 --> 01:15:01,040
-[man] Sorry, guys.
-[Tao] Sorry.

1292
01:15:01,120 --> 01:15:03,680
Charlie's not… Well, he's…

1293
01:15:03,760 --> 01:15:05,200
Is he okay?

1294
01:15:05,720 --> 01:15:08,520
Yeah, he's…
Can you just come and talk to him?

1295
01:15:09,680 --> 01:15:12,080
-What, he's here?
-Of course he's here.

1296
01:15:12,600 --> 01:15:15,320
This is insane. You get…
you get this is insane, don't you?

1297
01:15:15,400 --> 01:15:16,640
[sighs] Breakups are normal.

1298
01:15:16,720 --> 01:15:18,720
-Teenage romance--
-Are you being serious?

1299
01:15:19,320 --> 01:15:20,840
Have you seen yourselves?

1300
01:15:21,360 --> 01:15:25,640
You've guided each other through all
this emotional growth and pain together.

1301
01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:29,200
You can communicate just by looking
at each other. Trust me, I can see it.

1302
01:15:29,880 --> 01:15:32,280
I'm sorry. I can't.

1303
01:15:33,240 --> 01:15:34,160
Nick.

1304
01:15:36,280 --> 01:15:38,280
[electropop music playing]

1305
01:15:49,280 --> 01:15:53,080
Nicholas. Where have you been?
This is my friend Megan.

1306
01:15:53,160 --> 01:15:54,600
-[Megan] Hey.
-Hey.

1307
01:15:54,680 --> 01:15:56,480
Imogen was just telling me
about your breakup.

1308
01:15:56,560 --> 01:16:00,000
And, like, I'm so sorry.
That is, like, so sad.

1309
01:16:01,000 --> 01:16:02,560
It's all right. Thank you though.

1310
01:16:02,640 --> 01:16:06,000
Sorry, I, I know
it's, like, none of my business, um,

1311
01:16:06,680 --> 01:16:08,840
but if you wanted a quick rebound,

1312
01:16:08,920 --> 01:16:11,600
I have several mates
I could hook you up with.

1313
01:16:11,680 --> 01:16:14,560
Boys or… girls?

1314
01:16:16,080 --> 01:16:17,160
Uh…

1315
01:16:17,840 --> 01:16:20,520
-No pressure though. No pressure.
-Yeah, um…

1316
01:16:21,120 --> 01:16:23,360
I think I'm all right, actually.
Thank you though.

1317
01:16:23,440 --> 01:16:25,360
-[Megan] Okay. Bye.
-Nice to meet you.

1318
01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:35,240
<i>♪ It's over now ♪</i>

1319
01:16:37,200 --> 01:16:38,840
<i>♪ Camera ♪</i>

1320
01:16:39,880 --> 01:16:41,960
<i>♪ Caught on camera ♪</i>

1321
01:16:42,920 --> 01:16:45,400
<i>♪ The girls on camera ♪</i>

1322
01:16:46,280 --> 01:16:49,000
<i>♪ Your girl's a fan of ♪</i>

1323
01:16:50,000 --> 01:16:51,680
[music fades]

1324
01:16:53,960 --> 01:16:56,400
-Afternoon, lovey.
-Afternoon.

1325
01:16:56,480 --> 01:16:57,920
-Hello.
-Hi.

1326
01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:00,280
-Two black coffees, please.
-Of course.

1327
01:17:03,640 --> 01:17:04,640
[man 1 groans]

1328
01:17:06,640 --> 01:17:08,480
-You all right, Pooh?
-Yeah.

1329
01:17:09,000 --> 01:17:12,160
[man 2] Good to get out again, isn't it?
Stretch the legs.

1330
01:17:12,240 --> 01:17:15,240
[man 1] Oh yes. No, I couldn't give a--

1331
01:17:15,320 --> 01:17:16,640
Oh, stop it.

1332
01:17:16,720 --> 01:17:19,040
-[Charlie] Here you go.
-Thank you.

1333
01:17:19,120 --> 01:17:22,840
And there was a spare slice of cake,
so this one's on the house.

1334
01:17:22,920 --> 01:17:26,880
That's very sweet, but Pete's a diabetic.
We don't have cake at home.

1335
01:17:26,960 --> 01:17:27,880
Oh, sorry.

1336
01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:31,200
You eat it, Pooh. We're not both diabetic.

1337
01:17:31,280 --> 01:17:34,440
That's very kind of you, lovey, but…
Thank you.

1338
01:17:35,720 --> 01:17:38,520
-[Pete] Thank you.
-Now, let's do the crossword.

1339
01:17:38,600 --> 01:17:39,960
Oh yes, the crossword.

1340
01:17:40,040 --> 01:17:42,360
-If we must. [giggles]
-Oh! [chuckles]

1341
01:17:42,440 --> 01:17:44,880
-[Pete] Anything to shut me up.
-[both chuckle]

1342
01:17:45,520 --> 01:17:48,200
[Pete] Oh dear. I think I've got…

1343
01:17:48,280 --> 01:17:50,880
-[man 2] Oh. You like the crossword.
-[Pete] Well, yes.

1344
01:17:50,960 --> 01:17:53,160
-[man 2] You ninny.
-[Pete] There's a time and a place.

1345
01:17:53,240 --> 01:17:56,160
-[man 2] It's surprising…
-[both chattering indistinctly]

1346
01:17:56,240 --> 01:17:57,600
-[man 2] Now.
-[Pete groans]

1347
01:17:58,640 --> 01:18:00,440
[man 2] Anna is going to come
and stay with you

1348
01:18:00,520 --> 01:18:02,840
until they've finished with me
in the hospital.

1349
01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:06,000
It'll all be okay, Pooh.
I know you're worried about me.

1350
01:18:06,600 --> 01:18:09,840
It's the sort of thing
you do worry about, isn't it?

1351
01:18:09,920 --> 01:18:11,440
Yes, it is.

1352
01:18:12,480 --> 01:18:14,840
We look after each other, don't we?

1353
01:18:16,840 --> 01:18:18,600
I suppose so. [chuckles]

1354
01:18:19,200 --> 01:18:21,720
Two days with Anna. I mean…

1355
01:18:21,800 --> 01:18:23,320
[man 2] You usually complain…

1356
01:18:25,040 --> 01:18:26,920
[tapping keyboard]

1357
01:18:41,920 --> 01:18:42,800
[frustrated sigh]

1358
01:18:42,880 --> 01:18:44,400
[music fades]

1359
01:18:47,880 --> 01:18:48,880
[sighs]

1360
01:18:51,600 --> 01:18:55,280
<i>♪ Don't go far</i>
<i>Don't go put your feet in… ♪</i>

1361
01:18:55,880 --> 01:18:57,680
Hi, picking up for Charlie Spring.

1362
01:19:01,680 --> 01:19:03,560
-Do you want a bag?
-Yes, please.

1363
01:19:04,240 --> 01:19:05,240
Thank you.

1364
01:19:07,640 --> 01:19:08,760
Okay.

1365
01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:10,640
[Nick sighs]

1366
01:19:10,720 --> 01:19:14,680
I know it's scary when the other dogs
are here, but it's just you and me.

1367
01:19:15,200 --> 01:19:19,520
<i>♪ Making up, lovers on their own tonight ♪</i>

1368
01:19:19,600 --> 01:19:23,280
<i>♪ Need to see how it's done</i>
<i>So I can change inside ♪</i>

1369
01:19:23,360 --> 01:19:27,040
<i>♪ I belong with everyone</i>
<i>Everyone I've ever known ♪</i>

1370
01:19:27,120 --> 01:19:31,800
<i>♪ I belong with everyone</i>
<i>Everyone I've ever known is here ♪</i>

1371
01:19:34,920 --> 01:19:35,960
<i>♪ With me ♪</i>

1372
01:19:40,080 --> 01:19:43,000
<i>♪ Everything that comes together… ♪</i>

1373
01:19:43,080 --> 01:19:45,360
-[barks]
-Sit. Sit.

1374
01:19:45,440 --> 01:19:47,000
And run!

1375
01:19:47,560 --> 01:19:48,880
Oh, good boy.

1376
01:19:48,960 --> 01:19:52,640
<i>♪ In every single living thing… ♪</i>

1377
01:19:54,920 --> 01:19:56,480
Ready? Ready?

1378
01:19:58,200 --> 01:20:01,680
Run! Oh, I was just joking.
I was just joking.

1379
01:20:02,960 --> 01:20:05,200
Good boy. Good boy!

1380
01:20:05,280 --> 01:20:08,720
<i>♪ In every single living thing… ♪</i>

1381
01:20:08,800 --> 01:20:09,640
Hey.

1382
01:20:18,960 --> 01:20:20,160
-All right.
-Thank you.

1383
01:20:20,240 --> 01:20:21,520
You guys are good to go.

1384
01:20:22,280 --> 01:20:24,280
-Thank you so much.
-No worries.

1385
01:20:24,960 --> 01:20:26,640
-Call if there's any problems.
-Sure.

1386
01:20:26,720 --> 01:20:27,840
See you, Biscuit.

1387
01:20:27,920 --> 01:20:31,560
<i>♪ Maybe if you've got someone</i>
<i>You should let them know ♪</i>

1388
01:20:33,240 --> 01:20:34,200
[Biscuit whimpers]

1389
01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:38,000
-[chuckles softly]
-[music fades]

1390
01:20:38,080 --> 01:20:39,400
-[door closes]
-[Nick] Hello.

1391
01:20:39,480 --> 01:20:41,000
[Sarah] Someone's cheerful.

1392
01:20:42,880 --> 01:20:45,480
Yeah, you know that dog
that was struggling?

1393
01:20:45,560 --> 01:20:47,360
He just got adopted today, so…

1394
01:20:47,440 --> 01:20:51,280
[Sarah] Oh, I knew you'd be good
at this job. You're like a dog whisperer.

1395
01:20:53,320 --> 01:20:56,080
-Good to see you smiling again.
-Yeah.

1396
01:20:57,240 --> 01:20:59,480
Your brother's moving out.

1397
01:21:02,080 --> 01:21:03,600
Yeah, he told me that.

1398
01:21:05,520 --> 01:21:06,800
I think it's a mistake.

1399
01:21:06,880 --> 01:21:10,480
So do I, but you know what he's like.
He can't be told things.

1400
01:21:14,240 --> 01:21:16,280
[Nick sighs heavily]

1401
01:21:18,200 --> 01:21:20,480
God, Dad really fucked us up, didn't he?

1402
01:21:21,680 --> 01:21:23,320
Years after he left, I…

1403
01:21:23,400 --> 01:21:28,240
I was still just moving through life
with a fake smile on my face.

1404
01:21:30,120 --> 01:21:32,280
I couldn't even make real friends until…

1405
01:21:37,400 --> 01:21:39,080
It's still in my brain.

1406
01:21:42,640 --> 01:21:46,760
And now he's ruined the one
beautiful thing that I had in my life,

1407
01:21:46,840 --> 01:21:48,160
because I thought

1408
01:21:49,560 --> 01:21:54,000
if I even stepped a toe out of line,
if I was ever too sad or…

1409
01:21:54,920 --> 01:21:56,200
or angry

1410
01:21:57,440 --> 01:21:59,680
or difficult, then he would just leave.

1411
01:22:02,000 --> 01:22:03,000
[sighs]

1412
01:22:05,440 --> 01:22:06,920
God, it's all wrong.

1413
01:22:08,520 --> 01:22:10,000
I didn't wanna break up.

1414
01:22:10,080 --> 01:22:11,960
[pensive music playing]

1415
01:22:12,720 --> 01:22:14,320
[Sarah] Well, that's a relief.

1416
01:22:16,240 --> 01:22:19,000
Do you know, sweetheart,
some people go a whole lifetime

1417
01:22:19,080 --> 01:22:22,720
without knowing themselves even a fraction
of what you've just expressed.

1418
01:22:23,480 --> 01:22:25,680
Look at me, I ended up marrying a man
who abandoned ship

1419
01:22:25,760 --> 01:22:27,920
as soon as our kids
weren't babies anymore.

1420
01:22:28,960 --> 01:22:31,280
-I see my part in the mistakes…
-No--

1421
01:22:31,360 --> 01:22:33,360
No, it's fine.
I don't blame myself anymore.

1422
01:22:33,440 --> 01:22:36,160
What I'm saying is,
I wish I'd known myself better.

1423
01:22:36,240 --> 01:22:39,640
I wish I'd understood him better,
understood our relationship better.

1424
01:22:41,080 --> 01:22:44,080
-Before it caused so much pain.
-[sniffles]

1425
01:22:44,600 --> 01:22:47,880
[Sarah] With or without Charlie,
you will be fine.

1426
01:22:48,400 --> 01:22:49,920
You will find yourself again.

1427
01:22:51,720 --> 01:22:54,640
But I just don't want you to give up on it
before it's over.

1428
01:22:57,120 --> 01:22:58,600
Charlie loves you.

1429
01:22:59,400 --> 01:23:00,720
The real you.

1430
01:23:05,080 --> 01:23:06,120
It's too late.

1431
01:23:06,200 --> 01:23:07,600
No, it's not.

1432
01:23:08,440 --> 01:23:13,240
[sighs] Love isn't destiny or fate
or some kind of cosmic force.

1433
01:23:13,320 --> 01:23:14,800
Love is a choice.

1434
01:23:14,880 --> 01:23:17,640
It's a choice every day,

1435
01:23:17,720 --> 01:23:20,360
and you can…
you can lean towards it or away from it,

1436
01:23:20,440 --> 01:23:22,640
and you have always leant towards it.

1437
01:23:22,720 --> 01:23:23,920
That is just

1438
01:23:25,200 --> 01:23:26,480
who you are.

1439
01:23:29,600 --> 01:23:31,800
I think that's who Charlie is as well.

1440
01:23:45,040 --> 01:23:47,120
I did warn you it'd be boring.

1441
01:23:47,640 --> 01:23:50,720
He just goes round and round.

1442
01:23:50,800 --> 01:23:53,200
-He's happy you're here though.
-I know he is.

1443
01:23:55,680 --> 01:23:57,240
You're very cute.

1444
01:23:57,800 --> 01:23:59,320
For a straight couple.

1445
01:24:00,480 --> 01:24:01,960
What are you talking about?

1446
01:24:02,480 --> 01:24:03,840
Since when are we straight?

1447
01:24:04,440 --> 01:24:05,280
[chuckles]

1448
01:24:05,880 --> 01:24:08,320
I'm surprised
you didn't notice with Michael.

1449
01:24:08,400 --> 01:24:11,720
He's always going on about Pedro Pascal
or whatever.

1450
01:24:11,800 --> 01:24:13,120
But what about you?

1451
01:24:13,640 --> 01:24:16,040
-You know I'm asexual, don't you?
-No.

1452
01:24:16,560 --> 01:24:20,320
-Oh. Could've sworn I told you that.
-[chuckles incredulously]

1453
01:24:21,560 --> 01:24:23,440
I mean,
that actually makes a lot of sense.

1454
01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:26,760
Every time I talk about men,
you make this really grossed-out face.

1455
01:24:29,240 --> 01:24:31,400
But… [hesitates]

1456
01:24:31,480 --> 01:24:33,720
This is gonna sound really horrible, but

1457
01:24:35,440 --> 01:24:36,800
why are you together?

1458
01:24:37,320 --> 01:24:39,160
You're, like, basically opposites.

1459
01:24:39,920 --> 01:24:43,080
We're together because we're together.

1460
01:24:44,160 --> 01:24:46,520
Because we're Tori and Michael,

1461
01:24:47,040 --> 01:24:49,840
and… we're happy together.

1462
01:24:50,640 --> 01:24:51,960
That's all there is.

1463
01:24:53,640 --> 01:24:56,200
Whether it's romance
or friendship or whatever,

1464
01:24:56,280 --> 01:24:58,080
that's everyone else's problem.

1465
01:25:00,560 --> 01:25:04,280
Maybe our together isn't the same
as your together

1466
01:25:04,800 --> 01:25:06,840
or the normal sort of together,

1467
01:25:07,960 --> 01:25:12,200
but it's ours, and we're happy with it.

1468
01:25:14,200 --> 01:25:16,480
And maybe that will change in the future.

1469
01:25:17,400 --> 01:25:18,600
Maybe it won't.

1470
01:25:20,160 --> 01:25:21,480
But, for now,

1471
01:25:22,320 --> 01:25:23,480
we're here,

1472
01:25:24,360 --> 01:25:26,760
and this is what it is.

1473
01:25:29,560 --> 01:25:32,280
-We're here, and we're alive and whatever.
-[chuckles]

1474
01:25:32,360 --> 01:25:34,040
[coach] Okay, great. Well done.

1475
01:25:34,120 --> 01:25:36,160
[gentle music playing]

1476
01:25:39,920 --> 01:25:42,320
-[posh voice] Hello.
-[funny voice] Hello.

1477
01:25:44,680 --> 01:25:47,200
[chuckles, normal voice] How was it?

1478
01:25:47,280 --> 01:25:50,360
-[Michael] It was good, yeah.
-[both chuckling]

1479
01:26:01,000 --> 01:26:03,000
[music fades]

1480
01:26:07,360 --> 01:26:08,560
[exhales sharply]

1481
01:26:12,640 --> 01:26:15,680
[sentimental music playing]

1482
01:26:30,480 --> 01:26:31,560
[chuckles]

1483
01:26:38,240 --> 01:26:39,680
[exhales sharply]

1484
01:26:48,880 --> 01:26:50,360
[music building]

1485
01:26:55,000 --> 01:26:56,280
[sighs]

1486
01:26:59,520 --> 01:27:00,880
[sighs]

1487
01:27:20,480 --> 01:27:23,120
-[gentle music playing]
-[sighs]

1488
01:27:35,160 --> 01:27:36,320
Shit!

1489
01:27:37,200 --> 01:27:39,440
[indie pop ballad instrumental playing]

1490
01:28:03,480 --> 01:28:05,800
-[music fades]
-I got the photos.

1491
01:28:06,640 --> 01:28:09,560
Well, obviously. Here I am.

1492
01:28:10,080 --> 01:28:12,360
Genuinely the most embarrassing thing
I've ever done.

1493
01:28:13,520 --> 01:28:15,760
I'm the one
who took a billion photos of you.

1494
01:28:15,840 --> 01:28:19,160
[chuckles softly] I guess we're both
pretty embarrassing, then.

1495
01:28:19,680 --> 01:28:20,800
[Nick chuckles softly]

1496
01:28:23,600 --> 01:28:25,600
-I really missed you.
-[sniffles]

1497
01:28:27,240 --> 01:28:28,560
I missed you too.

1498
01:28:33,800 --> 01:28:36,600
Everyone thinks
teenage relationships don't last.

1499
01:28:37,880 --> 01:28:39,920
I never really thought that about us.

1500
01:28:42,520 --> 01:28:43,520
Me neither.

1501
01:28:45,800 --> 01:28:48,920
Ever since we met, I… can feel it.

1502
01:28:51,320 --> 01:28:52,480
We're different.

1503
01:28:53,720 --> 01:28:55,160
[Nick chuckles softly]

1504
01:28:58,000 --> 01:28:59,920
But we stopped talking to each other.

1505
01:29:00,640 --> 01:29:01,600
[sighs]

1506
01:29:02,800 --> 01:29:05,000
I couldn't help you like you helped me.

1507
01:29:05,080 --> 01:29:06,280
[Nick inhales deeply]

1508
01:29:07,840 --> 01:29:08,920
You did.

1509
01:29:11,080 --> 01:29:13,760
You're just so good
at saying how you feel. I…

1510
01:29:14,560 --> 01:29:17,720
I barely know what I feel half the time.

1511
01:29:21,720 --> 01:29:22,800
I never…

1512
01:29:25,320 --> 01:29:27,080
I never knew what to do

1513
01:29:28,120 --> 01:29:29,640
when I felt sad.

1514
01:29:33,840 --> 01:29:35,400
I just know I love you.

1515
01:29:39,680 --> 01:29:40,880
Is that okay?

1516
01:29:42,360 --> 01:29:43,800
[Charlie exhales sharply]

1517
01:29:45,920 --> 01:29:47,440
We look after each other,

1518
01:29:48,240 --> 01:29:49,240
don't we?

1519
01:29:53,560 --> 01:29:55,080
Always. [chuckles softly]

1520
01:29:57,280 --> 01:29:59,200
[indie music playing]

1521
01:30:01,200 --> 01:30:02,720
[sparks crackling]

1522
01:30:06,200 --> 01:30:08,600
[inaudible]

1523
01:30:08,680 --> 01:30:13,600
<i>♪ There I saw you standing</i>
<i>Must've been a holy light ♪</i>

1524
01:30:13,680 --> 01:30:16,520
<i>♪ 'Cause I can't see and I can't feel ♪</i>

1525
01:30:16,600 --> 01:30:19,920
<i>♪ But the color in your eyes is saying ♪</i>

1526
01:30:20,000 --> 01:30:22,000
<i>♪ If my dreams come up empty ♪</i>

1527
01:30:22,080 --> 01:30:25,040
<i>♪ And I wash up on the shore ♪</i>

1528
01:30:25,120 --> 01:30:30,920
<i>♪ You would find me at the beach</i>
<i>In every life, through every door ♪</i>

1529
01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:36,440
<i>♪ With a boom box at your father's</i>
<i>Walking with you at the morgue ♪</i>

1530
01:30:36,520 --> 01:30:42,160
<i>♪ You don't have to search when I know</i>
<i>Everything you're looking for ♪</i>

1531
01:30:42,240 --> 01:30:45,800
<i>♪ Oh, and we could talk about it ♪</i>

1532
01:30:45,880 --> 01:30:48,000
<i>♪ Or just stare at the wall ♪</i>

1533
01:30:48,080 --> 01:30:54,040
<i>♪ But I think that you know better than</i>
<i>What they think they call ♪</i>

1534
01:30:54,120 --> 01:30:56,920
<i>♪ A luminary, no one ♪</i>

1535
01:30:57,000 --> 01:30:59,200
<i>♪ Is all they'll ever be ♪</i>

1536
01:30:59,920 --> 01:31:02,400
<i>♪ And how could you be no one ♪</i>

1537
01:31:02,480 --> 01:31:06,680
<i>♪ When you're everything to me? ♪</i>

1538
01:31:10,040 --> 01:31:12,720
<i>♪ You're everything to me ♪</i>

1539
01:31:15,520 --> 01:31:18,400
<i>♪ You're everything to me ♪</i>

1540
01:31:21,400 --> 01:31:27,360
<i>-♪ You're everything to me ♪</i>
<i>-</i>[Nick moaning]

1541
01:31:28,720 --> 01:31:32,360
[singer vocalizing]

1542
01:31:32,440 --> 01:31:34,360
[both breathing heavily]

1543
01:31:44,840 --> 01:31:45,960
I love you.

1544
01:31:46,600 --> 01:31:47,760
I love you.

1545
01:31:49,760 --> 01:31:50,840
[Nick chuckles]

1546
01:32:03,720 --> 01:32:05,720
[music fades]

1547
01:32:05,800 --> 01:32:07,160
[Imogen giggling]

1548
01:32:07,240 --> 01:32:09,400
-Come on.
-[Sahar] There's a step!

1549
01:32:10,080 --> 01:32:13,000
-[Sahar] Watch this step.
-[Imogen] We're gonna be late for prom!

1550
01:32:13,080 --> 01:32:14,640
[electronic music playing]

1551
01:32:14,720 --> 01:32:16,280
-[Sahar] Guys!
-[both] We're here!

1552
01:32:16,360 --> 01:32:18,160
There you are! You need some drinks.

1553
01:32:18,240 --> 01:32:19,840
Yes, please.

1554
01:32:19,920 --> 01:32:22,000
-[screams playfully]
-[all chattering happily]

1555
01:32:22,080 --> 01:32:24,720
-Ha-ha! My evil laugh.
-Oh wow.

1556
01:32:24,800 --> 01:32:27,320
-You gonna have a shot?
-[Tara] Darcy!

1557
01:32:27,400 --> 01:32:28,800
Oh my God.

1558
01:32:28,880 --> 01:32:29,920
-Oh-oh!
-Aww!

1559
01:32:30,000 --> 01:32:31,680
[Tara] They're back together!

1560
01:32:32,600 --> 01:32:34,040
Yeah! He loves you!

1561
01:32:34,120 --> 01:32:35,400
[all] Aww!

1562
01:32:36,600 --> 01:32:39,040
-Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers!
-[all cheering]

1563
01:32:39,120 --> 01:32:41,920
[Tara] To forever! Whoo!

1564
01:32:42,000 --> 01:32:43,760
[happy squeals, cheers]

1565
01:32:43,840 --> 01:32:46,840
<i>♪ 'Cause the good shit in life</i>
<i>Is always free</i>… <i>♪</i>

1566
01:32:48,280 --> 01:32:49,560
You're dancing.

1567
01:32:52,080 --> 01:32:55,200
<i>♪ Take a look around</i>
<i>Tell me what you see ♪</i>

1568
01:32:56,480 --> 01:32:58,240
<i>♪ 'Cause the good shit… ♪</i>

1569
01:32:58,320 --> 01:32:59,680
-Sir, come on.
-[Nick] Come on.

1570
01:32:59,760 --> 01:33:01,280
[Sahar] You know you wanna.

1571
01:33:01,360 --> 01:33:03,760
-Go on. Do something.
-[Tao] Go on!

1572
01:33:03,840 --> 01:33:06,560
-[all cheering]
-[Sahar] Thank you!

1573
01:33:09,000 --> 01:33:11,640
Tara and Darcy,
what does the future hold for you?

1574
01:33:11,720 --> 01:33:15,520
-We are going Interrailing.
-We're gonna see the world!

1575
01:33:15,600 --> 01:33:18,440
<i>-♪ Show me what you want from me… ♪</i>
<i>-</i>[Darcy laughing]

1576
01:33:20,000 --> 01:33:21,560
Isaac and Imogen.

1577
01:33:21,640 --> 01:33:23,840
I'm gonna write a book
about all of you lot.

1578
01:33:23,920 --> 01:33:26,840
Hmm, I think I wanna be,
like, a lawyer or, like, a CEO.

1579
01:33:26,920 --> 01:33:28,400
-Cheese.
-[Tao] Oh!

1580
01:33:29,040 --> 01:33:30,040
Oh my God.

1581
01:33:30,120 --> 01:33:33,880
Oh, so the band didn't work out,
but I'm gonna go solo.

1582
01:33:33,960 --> 01:33:35,720
-[Tao] Solo.
-Oh yeah!

1583
01:33:36,400 --> 01:33:37,880
-Yeah!
-[both giggling]

1584
01:33:37,960 --> 01:33:39,000
[Sahar] Mm-hmm!

1585
01:33:39,080 --> 01:33:40,280
The future?

1586
01:33:41,520 --> 01:33:42,680
[both] Um…

1587
01:33:42,760 --> 01:33:43,920
Marriage?

1588
01:33:44,000 --> 01:33:45,200
Tao!

1589
01:33:45,920 --> 01:33:47,640
[electronic music continues]

1590
01:33:47,720 --> 01:33:48,800
-[giggling]
-[Nick] Hey!

1591
01:33:48,880 --> 01:33:50,000
No!

1592
01:33:52,560 --> 01:33:55,640
[Tao] Hey.
What does the future hold for you?

1593
01:33:55,720 --> 01:33:58,680
I don't know.
Probably nothing and then death.

1594
01:33:58,760 --> 01:34:01,560
[whooping, laughter]

1595
01:34:02,920 --> 01:34:04,160
Round there.

1596
01:34:04,240 --> 01:34:07,000
<i>♪ 'Cause the good shit in life</i>
<i>Is always free ♪</i>

1597
01:34:07,080 --> 01:34:08,920
-[all cheering]
<i>-♪ Is free ♪</i>

1598
01:34:09,000 --> 01:34:11,680
And finally, Elle.

1599
01:34:11,760 --> 01:34:14,080
[indie music playing]

1600
01:34:14,160 --> 01:34:15,680
What's your plans for the future?

1601
01:34:18,400 --> 01:34:21,320
I'm going to Berlin to be an artist.

1602
01:34:23,160 --> 01:34:24,320
[video camera beeps]

1603
01:34:25,480 --> 01:34:26,760
One last dance?

1604
01:34:28,880 --> 01:34:30,160
Let's make it a good one.

1605
01:34:35,080 --> 01:34:37,280
Oh. Thank you.

1606
01:34:40,440 --> 01:34:44,080
<i>♪ I might've been sick</i>
<i>Then well, then sick some more ♪</i>

1607
01:34:47,680 --> 01:34:49,960
<i>♪ I might be prouder of me… ♪</i>

1608
01:34:51,280 --> 01:34:52,600
[Tao sighs emotionally]

1609
01:34:52,680 --> 01:34:55,560
<i>♪ Than I ever have been ♪</i>

1610
01:34:56,280 --> 01:34:58,880
<i>♪ I've been learning 'bout letting go ♪</i>

1611
01:35:01,760 --> 01:35:06,840
<i>♪ How to do it without my claws</i>
<i>Scratching the surfaces ♪</i>

1612
01:35:07,480 --> 01:35:10,520
<i>♪ I've been learning 'bout wasting time ♪</i>

1613
01:35:10,600 --> 01:35:12,720
<i>♪ And closing some doors ♪</i>

1614
01:35:13,800 --> 01:35:16,880
<i>♪ Hoping to open more down the line ♪</i>

1615
01:35:29,640 --> 01:35:33,960
<i>♪ I knew from miles away</i>
<i>That I would detonate ♪</i>

1616
01:35:35,520 --> 01:35:38,680
<i>♪ I tried some magic tricks</i>
<i>To skip my fate</i>… <i>♪</i>

1617
01:35:38,760 --> 01:35:41,360
[Tara] Guys. Guys, look! Look!

1618
01:35:41,440 --> 01:35:43,200
[Mr. Farouk and Mr. Ajayi laughing]

1619
01:35:43,280 --> 01:35:45,960
[both] Oh, oh, oh, oh!

1620
01:35:47,280 --> 01:35:48,720
[Mr. Ajayi] Oh? [chuckling]

1621
01:35:51,240 --> 01:35:52,160
We should do that.

1622
01:35:52,240 --> 01:35:53,840
-Thank you.
-[Mr. Farouk] Mm-hmm.

1623
01:35:53,920 --> 01:35:57,160
-[Mr. Ajayi] Ooh!
-[all] Aaah! [laughter]

1624
01:36:06,440 --> 01:36:07,840
[Tao sighs heavily]

1625
01:36:09,600 --> 01:36:10,680
You okay?

1626
01:36:16,080 --> 01:36:16,960
No.

1627
01:36:21,480 --> 01:36:23,280
It's not as sad as you think though.

1628
01:36:24,720 --> 01:36:28,080
It's not like we don't love each other,
and whatever happens,

1629
01:36:28,160 --> 01:36:31,000
whether we're together or not,
whether she's near or far,

1630
01:36:31,080 --> 01:36:33,440
I know she'll always be in my life.

1631
01:36:35,520 --> 01:36:36,640
You know?

1632
01:36:36,720 --> 01:36:37,560
Yeah.

1633
01:36:38,160 --> 01:36:40,160
[Tao] I mean, all of us.

1634
01:36:41,120 --> 01:36:42,480
The exact relationships may change,

1635
01:36:42,560 --> 01:36:45,200
and people may fall
in and out of touch, but

1636
01:36:46,360 --> 01:36:50,000
the love that connects us
will never break.

1637
01:36:51,600 --> 01:36:52,760
We built it.

1638
01:36:54,240 --> 01:36:55,400
And it built us.

1639
01:36:59,080 --> 01:37:00,760
[Nick inhales deeply]

1640
01:37:05,080 --> 01:37:06,520
-[chuckles softly]
-Crisp?

1641
01:37:06,600 --> 01:37:07,880
[both chuckle]

1642
01:37:07,960 --> 01:37:09,640
Yeah. Yeah, go on.

1643
01:37:10,720 --> 01:37:12,240
That's ready salted.

1644
01:37:12,840 --> 01:37:13,680
Okay.

1645
01:37:14,280 --> 01:37:15,600
-Cheers.
-[clicks tongue]

1646
01:37:17,160 --> 01:37:19,960
<i>♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪</i>

1647
01:37:20,040 --> 01:37:22,800
<i>♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪</i>

1648
01:37:22,880 --> 01:37:24,920
<i>♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪</i>

1649
01:37:25,680 --> 01:37:28,400
<i>♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪</i>

1650
01:37:28,480 --> 01:37:31,200
<i>-♪ It's okay, it's okay… ♪</i>
-[Imogen squealing happily]

1651
01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:33,640
-Hi.
-[Nick] Hello.

1652
01:37:35,600 --> 01:37:37,200
-Wanna race?
-Yeah?

1653
01:37:37,280 --> 01:37:39,720
<i>-♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪</i>
-[Charlie] Come on!

1654
01:37:39,800 --> 01:37:42,480
<i>♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪</i>

1655
01:37:42,560 --> 01:37:45,600
<i>♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪</i>

1656
01:37:45,680 --> 01:37:48,200
<i>♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪</i>

1657
01:37:48,280 --> 01:37:50,000
<i>-♪ Make mistakes… ♪</i>
<i>-</i>[Charlie] No!

1658
01:37:50,080 --> 01:37:51,680
-[Nick] Yes!
-[Charlie] No!

1659
01:37:51,760 --> 01:37:53,680
<i>♪ It's okay, it's okay ♪</i>

1660
01:37:53,760 --> 01:37:56,480
<i>-♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪</i>
-[Charlie giggling]

1661
01:37:56,560 --> 01:37:59,840
<i>♪ Make mistakes, make mistakes ♪</i>

1662
01:38:02,400 --> 01:38:03,880
-[music fades]
-[door closes]

1663
01:38:03,960 --> 01:38:06,120
-It's smaller than I remember.
-[Nick] Yeah.

1664
01:38:07,200 --> 01:38:09,680
Feels like no one's come in here
since we did.

1665
01:38:11,600 --> 01:38:13,520
[Charlie] They should put a plaque
on the wall.

1666
01:38:13,600 --> 01:38:16,400
"This is where Nick
and Charlie had their first kiss."

1667
01:38:24,920 --> 01:38:25,880
[chuckles softly]

1668
01:38:34,040 --> 01:38:35,320
[Nick groans softly]

1669
01:38:37,880 --> 01:38:39,840
-I feel old.
-[Nick] Hmm.

1670
01:38:41,560 --> 01:38:42,760
We are not old.

1671
01:38:43,280 --> 01:38:45,200
Last time we were in here, we were babies.

1672
01:38:46,360 --> 01:38:48,240
Yeah, I didn't know anything.

1673
01:38:48,760 --> 01:38:51,840
Except I wanted to kiss you so bad
I thought I was gonna die.

1674
01:38:52,360 --> 01:38:54,920
-I still feel like that quite a lot.
-Do you?

1675
01:38:56,200 --> 01:38:58,600
Yeah. Yeah.
You'd better kiss me so I don't die.

1676
01:38:58,680 --> 01:39:00,560
I wouldn't want that to happen.

1677
01:39:06,600 --> 01:39:07,920
[Nick sighs]

1678
01:39:10,320 --> 01:39:12,920
So I'm gonna go to uni,

1679
01:39:13,000 --> 01:39:15,560
and then you're gonna go to uni in a year.

1680
01:39:16,200 --> 01:39:20,120
I'll come back every other weekend,
or you can come to Leeds.

1681
01:39:21,480 --> 01:39:23,080
It's only a few years.

1682
01:39:23,600 --> 01:39:26,400
Really not that long compared to…

1683
01:39:27,840 --> 01:39:29,560
The rest of our lives?

1684
01:39:31,080 --> 01:39:31,920
Yeah.

1685
01:39:32,440 --> 01:39:33,640
[Charlie chuckles softly]

1686
01:39:35,120 --> 01:39:37,520
I could never imagine any of that
till I met you.

1687
01:39:39,600 --> 01:39:40,600
And now?

1688
01:39:41,760 --> 01:39:43,040
Now I can see it.

1689
01:39:44,720 --> 01:39:47,880
-[Nick chuckles softly]
-[gentle music playing]

1690
01:40:03,280 --> 01:40:04,440
[both chuckle softly]

1691
01:40:08,320 --> 01:40:09,800
[Charlie sighs]

1692
01:40:17,680 --> 01:40:19,080
[music fades]

1693
01:40:19,160 --> 01:40:20,400
[Charlie chuckles]

1694
01:40:20,480 --> 01:40:23,080
-Oh, don't… don't delete it.
-I'm not going to.

1695
01:40:24,120 --> 01:40:26,960
[chuckles] Can I use it as my wallpaper?

1696
01:40:27,040 --> 01:40:29,760
What, and replace the picture
of Henry and Nellie?

1697
01:40:30,440 --> 01:40:33,320
-You really love me more than your dogs?
-Mm, yeah, that's going a bit far.

1698
01:40:33,400 --> 01:40:34,360
[Charlie scoffs]

1699
01:40:34,440 --> 01:40:37,880
Okay, fine. I love you more than my dogs.

1700
01:40:38,400 --> 01:40:40,760
I love you more than anyone, actually.

1701
01:40:42,120 --> 01:40:43,160
Is that weird?

1702
01:40:43,680 --> 01:40:44,960
[Charlie chuckles softly]

1703
01:40:45,040 --> 01:40:46,400
I'm only 18.

1704
01:40:47,640 --> 01:40:48,880
I'm weird too.

1705
01:40:52,080 --> 01:40:54,040
[indie pop music playing]

1706
01:41:01,000 --> 01:41:04,080
<i>♪ Walked in straight away</i>
<i>And slammed the door last night</i>… <i>♪</i>

1707
01:41:04,160 --> 01:41:09,400
-[Darcy squealing excitedly]
-[both giggling]

1708
01:41:09,480 --> 01:41:12,160
[announcer] <i>The train will be arriving</i>
<i>in 25 minutes.</i>

1709
01:41:12,240 --> 01:41:13,960
<i>-♪ With the TV on… ♪</i>
-[both squeal excitedly]

1710
01:41:16,280 --> 01:41:18,640
-[Imogen giggles, squeals]
-[Sahar] You made it!

1711
01:41:18,720 --> 01:41:21,440
-[Imogen] I'm so excited!
-Aww, thank you for coming!

1712
01:41:21,520 --> 01:41:24,880
-I know. I've got to go on.
-Go on. You're gonna be amazing!

1713
01:41:25,920 --> 01:41:28,360
[crowd cheering, whooping]

1714
01:41:28,440 --> 01:41:31,280
-Who's ready to rock?!
-[crowd cheering, whistling]

1715
01:41:32,280 --> 01:41:35,800
<i>-♪ Listen, it's been a long, long year ♪</i>
-[cell phone buzzing]

1716
01:41:35,880 --> 01:41:38,920
<i>♪ I think we should go</i>
<i>And get you out of here… ♪</i>

1717
01:41:39,000 --> 01:41:40,560
-Hi.
-Are you sitting down?

1718
01:41:40,640 --> 01:41:41,720
I'm at the library.

1719
01:41:42,440 --> 01:41:43,360
Okay, incoming.

1720
01:41:45,160 --> 01:41:47,040
-Oh my God!
-Shh!

1721
01:41:47,800 --> 01:41:49,120
<i>♪ Pack up all your shit ♪</i>

1722
01:41:49,200 --> 01:41:51,280
<i>-♪ And put it in the back ♪</i>
-Well done.

1723
01:41:51,800 --> 01:41:54,520
<i>-♪ Maybe the miles can make up… ♪</i>
-[typing]

1724
01:41:54,600 --> 01:41:56,120
[Isaac] Don't look.

1725
01:41:56,640 --> 01:41:58,920
I wanna be in the acknowledgements
of your book.

1726
01:41:59,000 --> 01:42:00,640
We can talk about it.

1727
01:42:03,600 --> 01:42:06,560
<i>♪ Cruising 95</i>
<i>Like we got nothing to lose ♪</i>

1728
01:42:06,640 --> 01:42:10,880
<i>♪ I'm praying to the headlights</i>
<i>Like I prayed to you</i>… <i>♪</i>

1729
01:42:10,960 --> 01:42:12,240
[man speaking German]

1730
01:42:14,600 --> 01:42:16,360
-[in English] Hi.
-Thank you for coming.

1731
01:42:16,440 --> 01:42:18,280
Of course. So good to see you.

1732
01:42:18,360 --> 01:42:21,280
I've got to say,
I really love this painting over here.

1733
01:42:21,880 --> 01:42:23,680
It just looks so alive.

1734
01:42:23,760 --> 01:42:27,320
<i>♪ I'd rather hear the wind</i>
<i>Than hear that song I'm supposed to know ♪</i>

1735
01:42:29,280 --> 01:42:31,480
<i>♪ By some fucking bro ♪</i>

1736
01:42:32,960 --> 01:42:33,840
Elle.

1737
01:42:33,920 --> 01:42:37,600
<i>♪ You tell me that forever</i>
<i>Couldn't come too soon</i>… <i>♪</i>

1738
01:42:38,440 --> 01:42:41,640
-Hi.
<i>-♪ I wanna lose my mind in a hotel room ♪</i>

1739
01:42:41,720 --> 01:42:43,040
<i>♪ With you ♪</i>

1740
01:42:44,840 --> 01:42:47,080
<i>♪ Anywhere would do ♪</i>

1741
01:42:49,520 --> 01:42:53,920
<i>♪ I'm sitting in the bath</i>
<i>Like it's pouring rain ♪</i>

1742
01:42:54,000 --> 01:42:58,400
<i>♪ You call me from the hall</i>
<i>Just to say my, say my name ♪</i>

1743
01:42:59,520 --> 01:43:03,400
<i>♪ I'll go anywhere with you ♪</i>

1744
01:43:03,480 --> 01:43:06,640
<i>♪ I'll go anywhere with you ♪</i>

1745
01:43:08,040 --> 01:43:10,720
<i>♪ Anywhere with you ♪</i>

1746
01:43:11,800 --> 01:43:18,800
<i>♪ Anywhere with you-ooh-ooh ♪</i>

1747
01:43:20,360 --> 01:43:24,840
<i>-♪ I'll go anywhere with you… ♪</i>
-[indistinct chattering]

1748
01:43:25,440 --> 01:43:26,920
Here's the town hall.

1749
01:43:28,560 --> 01:43:30,560
-[boy 1] Charlie.
-[boy 2] Hi.

1750
01:43:31,440 --> 01:43:34,040
-Hi. Nice to meet you.
-And you.

1751
01:43:34,120 --> 01:43:37,760
<i>♪ Tell me that forever</i>
<i>Couldn't come too soon ♪</i>

1752
01:43:37,840 --> 01:43:39,400
<i>♪ Gonna lose my mind ♪</i>

1753
01:43:39,480 --> 01:43:43,360
-[chattering indistinctly]
-♪ <i>I'm gonna lose it with you </i>♪

1754
01:43:49,160 --> 01:43:52,520
<i>♪ You tell me you want everything</i>
<i>You want it fast ♪</i>

1755
01:43:52,600 --> 01:43:57,720
<i>♪ But all I've ever wanted</i>
<i>Is to make something fucking last ♪</i>

1756
01:43:58,480 --> 01:44:00,200
<i>♪ I'll go anywhere ♪</i>

1757
01:44:00,280 --> 01:44:02,160
<i>♪ I'll go anywhere ♪</i>

1758
01:44:02,240 --> 01:44:05,920
<i>♪ I'll go anywhere with you♪</i>

1759
01:44:06,920 --> 01:44:13,920
<i>♪ Anywhere with you-ooh-ooh ♪</i>

1760
01:44:17,400 --> 01:44:18,920
[music fades]

1761
01:44:19,000 --> 01:44:19,960
[whispers] Hi.

1762
01:44:20,720 --> 01:44:21,640
Hi.

1763
01:44:23,720 --> 01:44:24,720
[Nick sighs happily]

1764
01:44:25,440 --> 01:44:27,680
-Oh, I missed this.
-[Charlie] Mm.

1765
01:44:30,040 --> 01:44:33,880
Do you wanna go for breakfast, babe?
That pancake place.

1766
01:44:34,800 --> 01:44:37,880
-[groans softly] Five more minutes.
-[chuckles]

1767
01:44:39,760 --> 01:44:40,960
[Nick murmurs sleepily]

1768
01:44:43,600 --> 01:44:45,600
[gentle music playing]

1769
01:44:55,800 --> 01:44:57,000
[Charlie chuckles softly]

1770
01:45:03,960 --> 01:45:05,040
[chuckles]

1771
01:45:14,760 --> 01:45:16,360
[chuckles]

1772
01:45:19,240 --> 01:45:20,240
[Nick groans]

1773
01:45:21,640 --> 01:45:22,640
[Charlie chuckles]

1774
01:45:26,640 --> 01:45:28,360
[Nick chuckling]

1775
01:45:32,040 --> 01:45:33,800
[both chuckling]

1776
01:45:47,480 --> 01:45:49,280
-Room for more.
-[music fades]

1777
01:45:50,160 --> 01:45:51,240
[Nick] Mm-hmm.

1778
01:45:55,160 --> 01:45:56,160
Breakfast?

1779
01:45:57,200 --> 01:45:58,480
This one's my treat.

1780
01:45:59,160 --> 01:46:02,200
Mm, well, we can fight about that
when we get there.

1781
01:46:03,240 --> 01:46:05,040
No, wait. One more.

1782
01:46:14,080 --> 01:46:15,200
Come on, then.

1783
01:46:15,280 --> 01:46:17,120
[gentle music playing]

1784
01:46:24,160 --> 01:46:27,000
-[Nick] Is that my rugby hoodie?
-Yeah. I'm borrowing it.

1785
01:46:27,080 --> 01:46:29,200
[Nick] Great. I'm never getting that back.

1786
01:46:35,760 --> 01:46:37,560
<i>♪ I will love you ♪</i>

1787
01:46:38,160 --> 01:46:41,480
<i>♪ I will love you with my whole heart </i>♪

1788
01:46:42,960 --> 01:46:45,360
{\an8}<i>♪ I will love you with my whole heart </i>♪

1789
01:46:45,440 --> 01:46:47,160
{\an8}<i>♪ I will love you, baby ♪</i>

1790
01:46:47,760 --> 01:46:51,160
<i>♪ I will love you with my whole heart </i>♪

1791
01:46:52,560 --> 01:46:54,960
<i>♪ I will love you with my whole heart </i>♪

1792
01:46:55,040 --> 01:46:59,760
<i>-♪ Say you love me, baby ♪</i>
<i>-♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪</i>

1793
01:46:59,840 --> 01:47:02,160
<i>♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪</i>

1794
01:47:02,240 --> 01:47:04,560
<i>♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪</i>

1795
01:47:04,640 --> 01:47:06,960
<i>-♪ Say you love me, baby ♪</i>
<i>-♪ Say you love me ♪</i>

1796
01:47:07,040 --> 01:47:11,760
-♪ <i>Say you love me with your whole heart ♪</i>
<i>-♪ Say you love me with your whole heart ♪</i>

1797
01:47:11,840 --> 01:47:14,560
♪ <i>Say you love me with your whole heart ♪</i>

1798
01:47:14,640 --> 01:47:18,960
<i>♪ And you're all I want ♪</i>

1799
01:47:19,040 --> 01:47:23,160
{\an8}<i>♪ I fell in love</i>
<i>I fell in love the moment that I met you ♪</i>

1800
01:47:24,160 --> 01:47:28,560
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I need ♪</i>

1801
01:47:28,640 --> 01:47:32,760
<i>♪ I give my life, I give my love</i>
<i>Promise I will protect you ♪</i>

1802
01:47:33,840 --> 01:47:38,080
<i>♪ And you're all I've got ♪</i>

1803
01:47:38,160 --> 01:47:42,240
{\an8}<i>♪ I will not rest until I know</i>
<i>The best is always with you ♪</i>

1804
01:47:43,400 --> 01:47:47,680
{\an8}<i>♪ And I still believe ♪</i>

1805
01:47:47,760 --> 01:47:52,440
{\an8}<i>♪ And I confess the world's a mess</i>
<i>But I will always love you ♪</i>

1806
01:47:52,520 --> 01:47:54,840
{\an8}<i>-♪ I will save you ♪</i>
<i>-♪ I will save you ♪</i>

1807
01:47:54,920 --> 01:47:57,280
{\an8}<i>♪ I will save you from your sorrow ♪</i>

1808
01:47:57,360 --> 01:47:59,680
{\an8}<i>♪ I will save you from your sorrow ♪</i>

1809
01:47:59,760 --> 01:48:02,120
{\an8}<i>♪ I will save you from your sorrow ♪</i>

1810
01:48:02,200 --> 01:48:04,720
{\an8}<i>-♪ I will love you, baby ♪</i>
<i>-♪ I will love you, baby ♪</i>

1811
01:48:04,800 --> 01:48:09,240
{\an8}<i>-♪ Even if there's no tomorrow ♪</i>
<i>-♪ Even if there's no tomorrow ♪</i>

1812
01:48:09,320 --> 01:48:12,160
{\an8}<i>♪ Even if there's no tomorrow ♪</i>

1813
01:48:12,240 --> 01:48:16,400
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I want ♪</i>

1814
01:48:16,480 --> 01:48:20,880
{\an8}<i>♪ I fell in love</i>
<i>I fell in love the moment that I met you ♪</i>

1815
01:48:21,840 --> 01:48:25,880
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I need ♪</i>

1816
01:48:25,960 --> 01:48:30,280
{\an8}<i>♪ I give my life, I give my love</i>
<i>Promise I will protect you ♪</i>

1817
01:48:31,480 --> 01:48:35,600
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I've got ♪</i>

1818
01:48:35,680 --> 01:48:39,920
{\an8}<i>♪ I will not rest until I know</i>
<i>The best is always with you ♪</i>

1819
01:48:41,000 --> 01:48:45,320
{\an8}<i>♪ And I still believe ♪</i>

1820
01:48:45,400 --> 01:48:49,920
{\an8}<i>♪ And I confess that I'm a mess</i>
<i>But I will always love you ♪</i>

1821
01:48:50,000 --> 01:48:52,280
{\an8}<i>♪ Say you love me, baby ♪</i>

1822
01:48:52,360 --> 01:48:54,720
{\an8}<i>♪ Say you love me true ♪</i>

1823
01:48:54,800 --> 01:48:56,400
{\an8}<i>♪ Say you love me, baby ♪</i>

1824
01:48:56,480 --> 01:48:59,480
{\an8}<i>♪ I go crazy, I love you ♪</i>

1825
01:48:59,560 --> 01:49:02,120
{\an8}<i>-♪ Say you love me ♪</i>
<i>-♪ Say you love me, baby ♪</i>

1826
01:49:02,200 --> 01:49:04,520
{\an8}<i>-♪ Say you love me true ♪</i>
<i>-♪ Say you love me true ♪</i>

1827
01:49:04,600 --> 01:49:05,960
{\an8}<i>♪ Say you love me, baby ♪</i>

1828
01:49:06,040 --> 01:49:08,640
{\an8}<i>♪ I go crazy, I love you ♪</i>

1829
01:49:09,920 --> 01:49:14,640
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I want ♪</i>

1830
01:49:14,720 --> 01:49:19,440
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I need ♪</i>

1831
01:49:19,520 --> 01:49:24,280
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all I need ♪</i>

1832
01:49:24,360 --> 01:49:29,320
{\an8}<i>-♪ And I still believe ♪</i>
<i>-♪ I go crazy ♪</i>

1833
01:49:29,400 --> 01:49:33,840
{\an8}<i>-</i>♪ <i>And you're all I want ♪</i>
<i>-♪ For you ♪</i>

1834
01:49:33,920 --> 01:49:36,240
{\an8}<i>♪ And you're all ♪</i>

1835
01:49:36,320 --> 01:49:38,800
{\an8}<i>♪ I go crazy ♪</i>

1836
01:49:38,880 --> 01:49:43,440
{\an8}<i>-♪ And I still believe ♪</i>
<i>-♪ For you ♪</i>

1837
01:49:43,520 --> 01:49:47,360
{\an8}<i>♪ And I live for you ♪</i>

1838
01:50:24,040 --> 01:50:26,720
[music fades out]